Wendy

2010-10-10T05:50:00.000-07:00

sighs, i wonder how is him.. i miss the domo we caught together, i miss everything...but hmm nvm, i must move on, work till tired so that i won't have time to think of anything.

Was talking to my Yuki babe online ytd, shes my gd fren from HK, recently we'v been rather down because of some relationship things. She says she cannot put it down, she hates to look at her phone and she misses him a lot.I tried to console her but in the end, i realise i am in no better position, i miss him too, i hate looking at my phone too and when i am alone, i think of it...

I guess its all because of missing. On a brighter note, my dear girl is now flying with Cathay and she told me to join her if i can after i grad. Somehow or rather, i do feel like trying for maybe a few years, at least i can be as busy as possible so i won't be able to think of other things. Anyway, hope her coming duty roster have SIN overnight so we can get together, its been so long since we meet...

Anyway, thanks to my really good friends for cheering me up these few days... i know you guys know i am still down but i will cheer myself up quick ya.

To those who wants to know what bb cream i have been using, its Cuskin's bb cream ya, yes, it can really make u fairer and fairer so you girls can try it. =]

Alright, got to wash up and rest, had a nice day out with my family for ice cream and tmr is work again, enjoy the week ahead everyone...

2010-10-06T07:26:00.000-07:00

blog is like mega dead i know. Somehow, i have decided to be constant in blogging nowadays since my days are a little bit more free after work.

Yes, i am a failure, no wonder people say you can't have all the good things coming to you. Work is good, studies is good, family is good but i failed terribly in my r/ship. TO those who doesn't like me or what, yea, go on, laugh out loud at my pathetic state.I don't ask for much from my partner but at the least i want to feel is to be more appreciated and feel that extra concern on how i feel.

I guess most people would know how it feels to look forward to an impt or happy date then ltr being cancelled off last min. I mean thats ok for me,really, because he'sa busy man and his jobscope might affect our date sometimes. Anyway just don't do that often or tell me so last min but its been long and i reminded him before but he never change and i had already reach a limit. I waited so long, i was so happy that he finally took the initiative to arrange for dinner but my whole heart sank when i see the text to cancel and all. I had told my family i m not joining them for dinner and movie and all, so that night, i return home after some shopping, upset and lonely and hungry because i didn arrange any dinner with my frens or what, its too last min.

I look into my mirror and began to pity myself. I look pathetic, i felt angry and i certainly don't deserve such things. I began to think the r/ship's future is getting a little bit bleak, with us staying so close yet we don't even meet that often. I got angry and upset and i can't bring myself to say "nvm" at his "sorry" text because the thing is, i am really upset and angry.

On Sunday, its my dad's birthday, initially i wanted to ask him along during the planned dinner on sat which was screwed up. He didn't msg me the whole day and i was already a bit affected, it shows how much i mean to him. While driving home from raffles marina, my mind was so preoccupied with things and i almost got into an accident which would really be terrible if it happens, it was really really really scary i swear. I shouted and was traumatize and my dad shouted and scolded me damn loudly and the moment i parked the car, i ran up my house to my room, lock the door, broke down and cry. Mum have the keys and open the door, she came to ask me if i was traumatize by just now, she asked me what happen because she thought i could drive pretty stable when i fetch them out. I kept crying because yes i was traumatize and my dad scolded me so badly, second, i was not feeling so well too and third, i was still upset over the whole thing and upset on the fact that he still hasn't text me and more or less i know its going to be over. I chased my mum out, continue to lie on the bed to cry till i am tired.

I decided to end this on Monday. I could feel that he no longer cares as much even if i end it, and even if i don't end it on that day, sooner or later, he might end it too. I took a lot of courage to send the msg to him though i felt regreted immediately after that. I know deep down i miss him sooooo damn much and i have zillion things i wanna speak to him face to face but everytime i see him, i relented and decided to keep unhappy things at bay. I feel like one big failure and even some big bastard out there is happily attached.

Have i done wrong by sending him the text at this point of time? I should have been gracious and accepted the apology since i have accepted it numerous times in the past also? Sighs, but anw, whats done cannot be undone, he has been a very nice bf i must say, could still remember him coming down to fetch me straight when he heard me crying thru the phone over some work stuffs.

Anyway if you are reading this post, i hope to let you know that you are still a dear friend to me and i hope that we can still talk like gd frens before we got together. I don't want to lose a friend plus at least when we bump into each other nearby, at least it won't be that awkward.

Hopefully after praying ytd with my boss at the temple and after getting that pink crystal ball, everything will be smooth.

2010-07-18T08:50:00.000-07:00

not sure if anyone still reading my blog, guess its pretty dead after the interesting story of that bastard. I can't get to sleep because i slept too much today after a long week without much rest but i have to slp cos theres TP AGAIN tmr. sighs

Lately have been pms-ing so much that i actually realise it myself, easily angered and affected by stuffs. Theres simply too much things going on making me feel upset and theres so much unfairness in things. Take work for example, i realise theres lotsa different kinda people and some people even tried to frame the friend when truths are exposed. I finally saw it with my eyes such incident happening though its not me, i pity my colleague. WHAT A FIEND.oops

things are returning to the previous stage again and i dun wanna say it agn. I began to think of what carrie said in sex in the city2 to Mr Big. Shes right, when a rship is beginning to turn stale, the couple should try to create some sparks again, it should be an ongoing process. Well, its easy said but either the 2 heck care about it or 1 is trying hard to create sparks,while the other half heck. Oh, but don't get me wrong, theres no need to create sparks( in this case i mean meet and go out) EVERYDAY like some people. Come on, ur gf/bf needs the time with the friends or wadsoever too.

After the failed rship in the past, i am just too tired to initiate meet ups and dates. I know its unfair to the other half but seeing the amount of failed rship among my gfs again, i didn dare expect much from mine.I just want to be like a normal girl out shopping or relaxing and dining with my other half, spending a nice day out tgt. I lost count on how long since such things has happen. I guess thats not a very demanding request? I am not saying he isn a gd bf, i know he has change so much and not so nonchalent like the past, i truly appreciate the effort. No, i am not blaming him, it might be my fault cause i never tell him about my thoughts and all, i just dun wan to add on to his stress when he's striving on his work. I was thinking the best way is writing it in my blog and hoping he might chance upon it and know what to do then.

Don't even know whats wrong with me, i guess i miss MR A too much though we met up for a short while when he picked me up after work to run some errands w him.

On a sidenote, malaysia trip together with cheryl tan dear was fun with my cousins and also elaine and her family as hosts. I don't know what to say but thank god i had such nice cousins and their friends and of cos my darling elaine and her family. Shopping there was not bad and their heels and wedges etc are really cheap, not play play its really f cheap! This wed gnna wear my new heels lalalaa.

Alrights, the post making me feel tired, gnna rest for the big day tmr. I am gonna reward myself if i really passs tmr!!!! baiiiii.

Pictures of me and elaine dear below, gnna miss her when she leave for aussie :c

2010-06-07T05:02:00.000-07:00

birthday just passed, glad to have friends and family to celebrate with me =]]
thanks for the greetings all my dear friends.
thanks for taking effort to surprise me with the brands essence and the gift at my house mr A.

been sick frm bday itself and till now my cough is still bad, hopefully can recover quickly.

3 weeks of hols, but so many things and projects to hand up and do, got to prepare for brands roadshow when school reopen. i want to go overseas but even the nearest shoppinbg country i can go is having riots. Got to go plan with CT when to go into Msia with me. I need a short rest :c (*needa escape and sort feelings)

alrights going to start doing up the proj now. sighs, baiii!
sick & tired and disappointed. some pics to brighten up the mood =]

2010-05-27T07:01:00.001-07:00

omggggg, i never been feeling so DISGUSTED before. Look back my archives gt this guy who is my ex which now i don't know what his names really is because i found out he has too many names danial, b...., etc, etc.

I am happily attached in feb and then ytd mrng i was woken up abruptly by a sms by this guy and strange enough it was him! I was pretty surprised but felt quite insulted when he says i have rumours spreading all around me and he said my blog url has been spread around and ask me to close down my blog. To avoid trouble, i really change my URL and put up on facebook angrily why is there people spreading rumours about me when my life so peaceful now and i am always with my friends, families and my baby A. I must say the sms really affected me and i even texted him to tell me what shit rumours are there spreading around his circle, he claims his circle cause this is GOOONA BE DETRIMENTAL TO MY REPUTATION IN FUTURE WHEN I GO OUT TO WORK. GUESS WHAT, HE DIDN REPLY AND I FELT STH IS FISHY, LIKE MY FRIENDS ASK ME TO ASK HIM TO F OFF IN MY LIFE.

tdy i went to school switch on computer and SAW STH and i got to know this girl which he had fling with, she tried to commit suicide and was sent to hospital and put on drip this mrng. She asked to meet me. I was fuming mad in lesson so after presentation i cldn concentrate, went home put down things and went to find her. I think i should wake her up because when he broke up with me, i was devastated i sank into depression. I didn wanna tell a lot people i had mild depression but today i think i should let your know how bastard this guy is and had caused the girls who had been with him and all so much agony.

The most exciting part is here!!!!!!!!
I went to starbucks and we all started talking, each narrating our own story. I felt really very sad for the girl cause mine is a mild mild case compared to hers. All along, this D or B guy didn give her a status at all and they just meet up......This girl even wanted to wait for him and all ( TO ME I GUESS HE FOUND ANOTHER F*** BUDDY" ) so he began to give the girl cold shoulders. I FOUND OUT THE MOST DISGUSTING PART, I READ ALL THE MSGES HE SEND THE GIRL AND IT WAS SO DISGUSTED I ALMOST PUKE OUT MY GREEN TEA FRAPPE and best part of what i found out from the girl is when during may we are still together, he told the girl we are not together and the things in my blog is he ask me to write that we are so happy. SO ALL ALONG WHEN WITH ME, HE KNOWS HER BUT DURING MID MAY HE MEET HER UP BEHIND MY BACK, CLAIMING HE IS SINGLE AND OF COS YAAA HE BEGAN THOSE DISGUSTING THINGS I DUN WANNA MENTION HERE WITH THE GIRL, OH OR MAYBE THERE ARE MORE GIRLS, LALALALA.

YOU GUYS DON'T KNOW HOW FUMING MAD I WAS JUST NOW KNOWING HE IS SO DISGUSTING. PLS GUYS, YOU WANNA PLAY, PLAY SMART AND DON'T USE ONE SECRET TO COVER ANOTHER BECAUSE YOU WILL NEED MORE TO COVER AND EVENTUALLY THE WHOLE THING BURST, YOU HAVE NO ONE TO BLAME BUT YOUSELF.

GIRLS, PLS DON'T BE SO SOFT HEARTED OR STUPID OR EVEN GO COMMIT SUICIDE BECAUSE OF A RSHIP, UR PARENTS AND FRENS WILL BE SO HURT DO U KNOW THAT. AND ESP IF THEY KNOW THE GUY IS SUCH A BASTARD. OH AND ONE THING IS WHEN THE GIRL WAS ON DRIP TDY, THE FREN MSG HIM ND BEST PART IS HE NVR REPLY AT ALL, HEARTLESS JERK.

i m happy the girl finally wake up today, sighs, seeing her reminded me of my past. We are all his victims really. WELL DONE I REALLY HAD A GOOD LESSON MANS. I just think he should go see a doctor, HE HAS ABUSIVE PERVERTIC SYNDROME MAYBE. NOOO, OMG HE ALWAYS CLAIMS HE IS HANDSOME AND MANY GIRLS LOVE HIM..... OH PLS.

you wanna curse other people, becareful of your retribution. loser will always be a loser, bastard will always be a bastard. i pray that no woman will fall into your trap anymore ASSSHOLE.

*dedicated to you bastard.

DO YOU THINK I WILL CLOSE MY BLOG? NO, BECAUSE CLOSING MY BLOG WILL BE ABLE TO HIDE YOUR DIRTY SECRETS OH NO... SO SORRRRY. I DID NOTHING WRONG AND WELL SAID ABOUT THE SPREADING RUMOURS THING, I SHOULD BE THE ONE FILING A LAWSUIT AGAINST U BASTARD for faking things, making me think so much there are rumours about me again. I CAN SAY U CAUSED ME MY HEALTH, LOSE CONCENTRATION, ETC ETC. oh which is allll so true.

OK BYE. GOOD LUCK TO YOU AND YOUR NEXT FLING K, DON'T ACT INNOCENT LA PLS. GIRLS, GUYS THAT WILL SHOW HIS BAD POINTS OR TELL U HIS PASTS OF CLUBBING ETC ETC IS ALWAYS BETTER WITH A GUY WHO DOESN'T DARE TO COME CLEAN WITH YOU COS HE'S HIDING TOO MUCH THINGS. I SHOULD TELL U, STOP STALKING MY LIFE YOU PERVERT. EVEN MY BF AND MY BUDDIES AS GUYS CAN TELL ME YOU ARE ALREADY SEEING OTHER WOMAN ETC LAST TIME, WAHHHH SPOT ON. HOPE U GET UR RETRIBUTION SOON BASTARD.

FOR PEOPLE WHO WANNA KNOW WHO HE IS, GO FB ME K OR SEND ME A MSG OR WAD OK! OR PUT ON MY TAGBOARD I WILL EMAIL U OR WAD. =]

LASTLY, I LOVE BABY A and i m happy now so stop contacting me anymore u ass, don't make me tarnish ur reputation further and RETURN MY GOLF CLUB ASS. lending is not giving.

2010-05-24T20:07:00.000-07:00

OMGGGG I M SO TOOO LAZY TO BLOG cos too many pics, just go fb to search and see if you want

i don't know if anyone still bother reading it but life's been good to me!
loves the babes in my class and ibsm trip friends!!!!
Feeling pretty stressed up now as we are all preparing for BRAND's innershine essence roadshow and proposals.
Baby been sucha good boy, striving hard in his work too =]]

A review of my life:

Had a hair dye with lyn and kenny fren from kim robinson,brand new image, looking more professional and no more light colour hair. Mummy and Mr A liking it a lot i don't know y, perhaps less ah-lian looking maybe. Vic's gng to HK for attachment, i guess i will just go there to visit him. Lyn and me feels that its rather troublesome to still needa find own lodging this and dat in overseas though pretty much wanna go HK with Vic.

What's new, busy with work and studies. Work been easy on me lately as i m not working so much anymore (tired~)and sales are good recently.

Oh, and i fail my tp. Seriously, super upset cause i thought i would be able to pass because i think i drive pretty good? He failed me for nvr check blindspots which is like damn ridiculous, or maybe he just want to fail me :C book the nxt tp which will be july already. :C

Birthday approaching... A is thinking of gng to RWS but i m so occupied so might be celebrating a belated one, sighs but its ok since i m gonna celebrate with my love, hee and my BBC. misssssses them so damn much!

Alrights gt to go study a bit and prepare for school. till then!

GOODBYE MY GOLDEN BROWN LOCKS!

2010-03-04T20:45:00.000-08:00

Konnichiwa!

omg finally tdy is my precious precious off day!!! Been so tired and all and i finally passed my FTT!!!! HAPPY HAPPY VERY HAPPY.

Came bac from school to submit the form before noon, tiredzxzxz. Went to do my brows and cut fringe after that, omg la, i hav fringe again, nothing bttr to do so went to cut it omg la. lol.

Basically its working and working and Mr A is also working hard, silly good boy!Schedule is really mad pack like out of the 20 days i have i m initially needed to work 13 days only but kept adding days to me become like 15-16 days out of 20 days, had to reject all cos think i will die before i leave for IBSM trip on 21st. I dun wan to look all zombie-ish nd stuffs. lol

Neeeeeeeeed a life seriously, but after typing this i m prolly gng to roll on my bed and slp!!!!!!!!!!! cos gng dwn to bbdc to book my tp nd all and golfing ltrxzx with my younger bro!

alrights,sidenoite, TWG MACAROONS R FINGER LINKIN GOOD BUT I STILL LIKE CANELE! WHEE
ovrdue pics of me and blood brother at wine company having wine!hehe

ok baiiiii!

2010-02-27T10:47:00.000-08:00

exams are finally over, hmmm, i duno, just give me the As i want la pls!!!plus won lots from gambling in cny plus big fat pay cheque coming in!!!!!!
So many things worth to be happy about!

I am so glad that i am beginning to put down my past and welcome a brand new start with Mr A. Jacelyn says i deserve to be love agn.I must admit i am scared at first, doubting if going into another rship was right. But vonce is right, i should forget about him and start my new life, don't because of a failed rship nd stay away from the rest of the guys.I must say Mr A. really dotes on me, everytime i m hungry he is there! When studying till late into the night, he will ask if i need food, wakes me up in the mrng and fetch me to take my exams. Mr A, think you will be seeing this. Thanks so much baby.<3

Jp on thur after exam with laoda ellisse. Shopped and stockup skincare makeup removes things. Silly girl always eatcrystal jade nvr eat before ding tai fung so off we went to eat that. Bet shes addicted the xiaolongbaoxzxz now.teehee, so bbc should be meeting nxt wk again, carn waitttttt so happy. PLUS EMILY BAOBEII BFF GOT HER BLACKBERRY TOO. one more bbm soulmate other than my colleagues ><.

woke up so late tdy, as usual pigggggg. Luckily told Mr A to go for his appointment first then i make my own way down to bugis to shop for black outfit cos of the stupid new launch blusher, everyone needa wear black -.-, plus the new product apron is damn damn ugly. Met up with J bro a while at bugis since he was there doing his stuffs. Aft that is shopping time! Walk past mphosis nd sawthe madness sale in there. Bought a few clothes at ridiculouly cheap price, got my black basic in there too. Went to walk ard then off to bugisstreet for more shopping! Walk so long and got my blackskirt finally.Mr A arrived later to find me, showed him the leopard bag i wanna buy but its last piece and the zip isspoiled,but cldn resist reely love it so i ask for price deduction, the shop keeper was only a xiao mei mei so cldn say anything and the boss oso not around, so had to give up :CCCC Accompany Mr A to get some snacks to eat then walk a while more and went to illuma!

Ngee ann was holding some event there at illuma nd best of all Alex is representing dance sport performing there. I thought my eyes were playing trick but its really him. Now that seeing them perform, i should have stay till i finish all the 5 latin dance,a lil regret though, haha. Went to walk around and brought Mr A. to arcadia! Went to buy card and played street fighter and the most money wasted on wascatching the stupid domo. 20 bucks for the stupid domo. teehee, quite big, ok la, medium size domo. 8 TRYS LA omg stupid. Mr A. says its his first time that he caught a bear from the machine. haahaha, so yaye I've got a domo now! Catch alrdy still got people clap,so drama. Mr A and i so paiseh. ahaha. Mr A. andme went home for mummy's home cooked food later and to teach me Ftt. :C

Work is on tmr,wrk is more crazy during March but i m ok, cos it means more more money! Can't wait for Mr. A to bring me to eat nicer lok lok!

teehee, Mr A shifting domo, see how he enjoy sitting in the car. hahaha okok off to bed,bai!

2010-01-29T11:51:00.000-08:00

Cheryl tan just reminded me about my blog thingy. Pretty dead i know cos i am too busy studying, projects, and wrking. I feel so stressed up even though projs over, exams r coming.

Got my cny clothes with mummy on a sunday with bro at town. Seriously, just buy all at a go i am too busy to shop also anyway. Most stores were having sales like bebe, neulook and stuffs like dat, haas, i m so into bodycon(*reminds me of cheryl tan,god knows y), lol, lace, and chiffons plus hairbands (prob cos i carn decide on whether to cut the fringe or not :c)My family is so cute cos all of us got like pink clothes just becos dad bought pink one so prob we are all gonna wear pink on cny, i carn find a reely nice cheongsam.

Too many things for me to update on. outing with lancasters babes last sat! Really nice of them to accompany me to 313 to shop ard aft my wrk, cos i m so freaking noob i never been there since its open. Saw eddie shop but too bad hes ovrseas so dropping by tmr to get a top for my bro, i think i am like damn nice to him, once i get pay i get sth for him.. like most times! Dec pay was here tdy and its!!!happy much! =]

Forgtten which wkend but went to eat porridge at chinatown then zouk with J and the others and meet cheryl there. Quite surprised most of them r in the fashion business, ok well most friends are doing the fashion biz now. Was still telling aiko i feel like setting up men's clothes on livejournal or wad, provides alterations service since aunt knows how to do alterations. Phuture was too not us so we went off to sabai. Wanzhuo baby came later and joined us but night was screwed cos some dumb ass took her iphone. sighs. Cab to town the nxt day with her to replace her SIM card and cab home to do my hmewrks.

I cannot wait for sun to study with my christine jie jie.So gonna mug hard on the coming sunday. Happy that our bcomm project grade was one of the highest.. lets pray for the rest of our projects too. March is coming which means 12 days china and hk trip is coming too! I carn wait to go with my bff yuping. Dad just came back frm china too and got me a leather jacket becos inside jacket gt my fav leopard print. damn cute of him, not as if i m gnna wear the thing outside. mum keep being a spoilsport and say i wld prob suffer there or wad cos i duno this duno dat nvr go ovrseas alone etc. haha, must prove her wrong. Dad and her was nice enuf to give me a credit card in case of emergencies ovr there but other than dat, i dun usu use the card unless gt discounts by using it. i m still gd gal hoh! lol

alrights gtg and get some rest. おやすみなさい！

p.s :all taken using bb bold 2,the cam is reely gd but actually i realise theres reely nth much except it looks more atas maybe, but theres reely nth much, 3gs seems so much bttr. :C

2009-12-30T00:07:00.000-08:00

Rushing SOM project ttm! All the project and tests are coming up. Work is slightly less crazy after the christmas sales. Plus 7daysin taiwan has make me grown fatter and a lil poorer. HAHA. SHOPPING HEAVEN THERE.got to know very wonderful people in my tour group like cazel and her bf and babara's family!Two words:AWESOME TRIP!

I BOUGHT MANY PAIR OF SHOES. MY BOOTS, CLOTHES(DUH!),many many leggins for my sisters, hair accessories, MANY BOXES OF LASHES, MANY BOXES OF BEAUTY DIARIES MASK, BAGS, LOTSA MAJOLICA COSMETICS AND JILL STUART. FOOD IS A MUST. needless to say, my luggage exploded, mum had to buy a temporary straw bag to hold my items. Still not satisfied, i am going to make it a point to go there again!!! my tour mate, cazel'straw bag is even bigger. HAHAH. WHY CAN'T SINGAPORE HAVE NIGHT MARKETS TOO!!! :c

2010 is nearing and like what A says. must reflect to see what i have done this year. 2009 is a year full of ups and downs. Many things happen which mould me to become a stronger and more independent girl. I guess this is how heaven wants me to learn to grow up plus i can see myself being more focus on my studies. I am just afraid of the common test results. Please at the least. give me my As.

i wanna thank a whole lots of people being there for me this year,you know who you are guys. I love you guys ttm!

Ting gt her bold 2 alrdy and now its my turn!!!! Dad says friday friday. Its his phone plan so need him to go down and sign. 500 BUCKS VOUCHER OMG I M GETTING BOLD 2 FOR FREEEEEEEE. NOW PLS DUN TELL ME ITS OUT OF STOCK OR WHAT SHIT I WILL PROLLY DIE ON THE SPOT OR STH.

Went to shop with J on sunday evening. I was still so shag frm the late flight but i am a good friend hoh so i accompany him to shop for his clothes.Vivo then to bugis village next, and its as if i haven shopped enough in taiwan so i bought shoes again. seriously, one of my resolution next yr must be- save more money. Had the famous wanton mee and then went home to rest cos theres work the nxt day.

i want to blog about the taiwan trip but omg lazy much. I GOT 1000 PLUS OVERDUE PHOTOS including a few hundred frm the taiwan trip,oh mans PROCRATINATION KILLS. lol

and anyway THANKS JASLYN FOR THE BAG. SUPEEEEEEER DUPPPPER LOVES IT TO THE MAX.

lots more lots more. but i m lazy again. gooodbai! =]

i try to live in dreams, although its only fantasy.

2009-12-11T09:37:00.000-08:00

DECEMEBER MONTH ALREADY! HAPPY MONTH WITH ALL SORTS OF OCCASIONS COMING UP!
exams tmr and zouk out tmr also. prolly be gng at night, see how the friends say but before that i am going to collect the bag and find my darling ying ying.
these few weeks were busy working nd rushing projects. The sales were super duper good. Looking forward to the big fat sum of money! Wheeee!

Just had a celebration for Eryn's bday at M hotel with all the benefit babes on monday! Our BM came down too and treated us, very nice guy. Head down with jennifer and we had lotsa fun. Crazy camwhoring, laughing nd all at there. This is why i so love benefit! I have fun colleagues!

Ting went to help her dad runsome errand at maybank and there is a huber butchery beside it. The ribs are super nice!Bought it and went home to roast nd give ting to try oso. hehe
Night was out with A. That freaking busy guy keep travelling so that was the only time to meet cos hes gnna go off to another country the nxt day. Went to have some wine at dempsey nd chill out session at new asia bar. Went to have bak ku teh aft that. Nice meeting up with him la=]]

Not much things in my life cos simply too busy. Nxr aft exams is taiwan trip ndprobably meeting up with the sisters jaslyn, julie nd all for some catching up.
OH PLUS I GOT INTO INTERNATIONAL BUSINESS STUDIES TRIP 2010 TO CHINA ND HK! OMFG. ND 6 MTHS LOCAL ATTACHMENT. HEHEHE. HAPPPPY LIKE MAD!
Alrights back to the books.

With love, bye!

sneak preview! back to put more pics aft exams!

2009-11-23T06:17:00.000-08:00

ting complained that i don't blog and thati give false hope cause i always say i am so gonna blog about what we did. -.- sorry la, love you max still =]

so two of us were really enjoying lives every moment. We were so dead during school hours but after school we will ask" ehh so do what??" stupid! HAHA, so most times my babe will drive me to the driving centre there to have my lessons or send me home after school. Recently, she brought me to greenwood area to have icecream at ESTIMO, freaking awesome i say! Gotten into this sushi tei craze thanks to her also, so we went to have sushi i forgt which friday(too long nvr blog) at holland v before doing brows at browhaus.Crazy us ordered so much food that we couldn finish because that girl wants me to try like everything but her recommendations are all good! I love lazy afternoons with bff ><

Went to vivocity with her last fri for SUPERDOG!!! BADDDD FRIDAY :c because of period and the stupid bag that broke but i have sent it to repair. Went shopping for bags and all and crazy us shop from 2 plus till 6 plus. girls are scary. Went to ZARA and get a bag so i was choosing between the 2 colours and this super nice woman suddenly came forward and say the grey one suits me bttr which further confirm wad i want =] Went on with her to look for lingeries and such at tangs. Both of us cannot shop together because we will spend a bomb la. scary!

Met her up today to pass her lash glue and do our FIT project together at railway mall at coffeebean. My hot choco with those cute little mashmallows totally make my day!Crap and gossip and doing of projects, its always nice to spend lazy aftnoon with friend relaxing. Suppose to have telephone ettiqutte test but MR TAYLOR HAVEN CALL ME YET BUT HE CALLED TING ALRDY. i was busy hinting her wad to say and goodness she didn concentrate on wad i m trying to tell her so she didn say the things she must say. it was oh so funny.Packed my food at EAT and got some freaking crazy expensive chips and she sent me home.

I need to relax seriously because i am so caught up in work, i am so freaking tired everyday. On saturday i was at ion sephora andsales was good that day, tired but soooo worth it. I LOVE BENEFITS MUCHHH, CHERYL LOVES BENEFITS TOO hehe. Met jennifer, my colleague, for lunch/ dinner during break at tangs and that crazy girl sales was so good already, happpy for her!Then daddy and mummy came to fetch me at night cos i ended work at 11 and we went to have supper atnewton circus. Dad was still saying how long he haven been there and 3 of us ordered lotsa foods. Found the bomb hair auntie and ordered from her. Her zichar stall there is the best=]]
Ytd worked the morning shift at tangs bb, met up with cheryl and yuping for lunch at taka. Waited so damn long for cheryl to come to tangs find me aft work before we leave to fareast plaza to do some shopping. Just love benefits and my colleagues so much and nxt mth increase in pay, WHEEE!

Met up with buddy douglas and the two cheryls tan and yeo after work. Iwas complaining i am hungry but the ding tai fung kitchen was closing but they managed to get me a tray of xiao long baos. LOVES >< went to clarke quay to chill out and talk since itsso long we met each other, esp tan and doug!Doug treated u to some drinks and the cheryls shisha so they forced it to me and i sorta choke on it and all of them were laughing. I am agood girl la, i don't know how they do that and still don't like it. Ordered morrocan wings which were so good. I only know how to eat la =] Doug left and aft the wings, we talked for a while before cabbing to railway mall for some prata la kopi session. Love the 2 cheryls very much even though they are so mean to me. haha =]

ROAR, cannot wait toget my license quick, failed my stupid ftt and so now got to wait so long to retake which is almost end of dec because i will be out of town for my taiwan trip from 20th onwards. I left parking haven learn only! omg excited for next driving lesson. wheee.

before wedding dinner at shangri-la=]shangri la is sooooo pretty,fairytale like wedding and i certainly want my wedding to be there, oh wells that would be years later so my husband or future bf and me must savve up! =]]

alrights off to do more reports and theres work tmr, satisfied with my life now. i guess time and being busy is the best medicine for everything, not forgetting all my good buddies and friends. muacccks,hee. sayonara. oh and i love jap lessons! jap oral test coming this week!

2009-10-31T11:57:00.000-07:00

Happy Halloween all of you! So happy that i got into benefits cosmetics and going to work part time for them!THANKS TO CHUJUN BABE! People there are nice and today ihad whole lotsa fun despite the short hrs at wrk. Today was doing an event for benefits at sephora ion so me and the other girl had to dress up as candygirl, outfit provided by benefits. It was so loose for the bottoms so gt to have clips on. Benefits outfits are always so cute, hehe.

My partner for the day is Clarissa(nyp one)! So both of us had whole lotsa fun distributing cupcakes and the brochures and lancaster was having an event too. So we met these other 2 girls, we call them lancaster girls. HAHA. The whole sephora was so dressed up for halloween and their makes u were totally cool, you guys shd have take a look at the MAC artistes, damnn gd and scary. HAA. The mac guy was saying if he was the one distributing cupcakes, think nobody dare to take cos of his"graveyard makeup" Lol.

Took quite a number of photos, some with meifen(lancaster girl),so got to wait. besides i m too lazy to upload now cos my phone is really screwed up. Went off to raffles city with clarissa after work and this babe intro me those dead sea product she used cos i m looking for a gd skin care range and her skin is so baby! Her friend is wrking for the dead sea products and so i had a really special price for one milk cleanser and one toner. REALLLLY SOOOOOO SPECIAL AND CHEAP. BUT I CAN'T DIVULGE cos thats priviledge to her frens only. HAHA. Just bathe and tried the cleanser and the toner. really good brigtens and face really become smoother like silky feeling instead of dry. Toner was gd too cos it doesn make my skin dry. I shall experiment a few days and weeks firstand share with u guys! Anyway, got more to talk about but nxt post!!!! with picture promised.

OYASUMINASAI!<3

2009-10-21T09:54:00.000-07:00

school has started day 3!
i know i haven been posting much but did lotsa things recently. Met up with junying babe at her house at tpy to do my nails.Shes really a skilled manicurist, my nails were so bling and beautiful! DO PATRONISE HER, CLICKON THE LINK TO HER NAIL BLOG=] www.thistlebellenail.blogspot.com! Wan zhuo babe came too, such a cute and sweet girls la soanw, had a great time with them.

Had been out with jason and yp often before school reopen. Talking to them always makes me a lil happier, my best buddies!!! Pop to overeasy at one fullerton after dinner at tanglin club with them. Very very very nice place and frigging loves it to the max!!! Sat out there and see the whole night view while chatting with bffs, brightens my mood too.jason ordered the mini burgers, frigging loves it to the max,people you should all pop over there! So there was this couple beside us,guy was clad in formal( reminds me of him, so decided not to look lest i think about him more) and i just gotto know that the guy is actually douglas,my own friend -.- HAHA, omg seriously i am sitting beside him all along and did not realise, i was even wondering why did they keep staring at me. That silly guy should hav just call out to me la, omg,till now it still feel so funny like we were literally sitting beside each other!Went to selegie for beancurd andhome! i miss having beancurd with him so much,sighs.

Shopping with mumm was great cause she would volunteer to pay!=] I am so crazy about ribbons nowadays that i got hairclips, rubberbands, slippers, shoes, nails,etc. Yp said i am damn girly, haha, oh well, i admit i am. Even got myself my melody pencil case at sanrio fair at taka. Damn girly! He used to comment how girly i am...Anyway, treated mum lucnh at crystal jade and went home.

Past weeks met up with vonce too after dinner with amber and jessie. We went offto bellini to meet her friends then later wshe brought me to this nice place at clarke to have hotdog sandwich. Talked to her about so many things, always like a big sister to me cos i dun have any and always hope for one though. Miss her and miss her mummy so much.

Been at daddy office working for him, so early go to office andgo home so late, so crazily tired everyday!I wonder hows he doing too, yp's right, like her ex say to her, he broke up with herbut at the same time he feel very hurt too, sometimes he wanna talkto her but afraid it would hurt her and himself sohe decided to holdback. i wonder, is that how he is feeling too ormaybe he has alrdy move on and all. I been lying to people i am alright, i am not, should i just tell him or should i just keep quiet.I envy, envy thoseard me who hav a sweet and lasting rship.Theyhave been thru thick and thin andmanage to stay tgt but why did ours end up in a sorrow.

I was thinking today, it takes yrs to sustain a rship and for people to learn to understand and love each other, how come people always let an sms or the temper get the bttr of them and choose to ruin the whole effort they have put in for the past yrs. I ask myself is it worth it?

Nvm, i am rather emotional today, i read so many blog posts and really envy how couples can hold on to each other thru tough times and how strong their rship is. I realised, mine was a really fragile one.Hurt by people several times and i realise it is not easy to find someone whom you truly loves,so to people outthere,if you have found the other half, cherish what you have and spend more time communicating, love each other more everyday,i believe a strong rship can be built this way.I have failed in mine but if i have another chance, iwould cherish everything, in fact mostly i cherished everything given to me.

Back to homeworks. At least, there are jap lessons for me to be excited aboutc tmr.

YP COME OVER FOR MORE STAYOVERS, MISS MY BFF ALRDY. HAHA
oh anw, "IMAGINE THAT" IS A REALLY NICE MOVIE!!! i loves watching movies, more movies pls!!!!

pics and till then!oyasuminasai!

2009-10-06T08:58:00.000-07:00

my darling kiki!!!!

SocialInterview.com asked me "If you could travel back in time, where and when would you go?"
I answered: "11th may 2008 marina south. omg what am i talking about :c"

hahah, seen this application on many of my frens fb and found it interesting!
why are womena all make emotional and why are men all made heartless.sighs, jace if you are reading this, please be strong. Sorted things out, i guess there is always someone out there who cherish me more, mummy is right, wait till i am older and hopfully mentally stronger, i must not rush into a rship that soon.

I am sorry to have ignore this blog cos life been pretty busy till now that my work finally ends! Bumped into steve near the office area, didn know we are working in the same tower. Now that works ends, i miss my colleagues and my macdonald breakfast! Sleeping till late everyday is nice but bored stiff at home so i am watching all the high school girls anime now! Seriously, loves it and super loves their uniform.

Really excited about the japanese lessons when school reopens. At least if someday i were to go japan i would know how to speak basic japanese. whee!

went to malaysia the previous weekend and cousin and his gf and his frens were really nice hosts. Literally grew fat over there with my auntie and my cousin and friends.Drove around eating much! mehs, thought cheryl tan was there too hoping to bump into her. Dyed my hair over there, mehs, ash green brown, waiting for the green to drop though( can see brown alrdy though). I love desmond! ihave such nice fringe now and gdness hissalon everyday packed one pls, dat guy has branches but allthe customer only goes to the main branchto look for him. Friends are complimenting my nice haircut( fringe actl!)=] i took pics but my hp is screwed up while transfering it deleted all ofthem.EVEN MY DADDY BIRTHDAY PICS OSO GONE! MY KIKI PICS OSO GONE!!!!
cool i totally missed F1 TOO BUT I REACH HOME IN TIME TO CATCH THE HAMILTON WINNING! LOVELY! it was my plan to purposely missed F1 though, i was so happy the last F1 season but now, completely different.

daddy and mummy got me a study table and a dressing table! LOVES but my princess room lacks somemore things though. WHERE CAN I FIND LEOPARD PRINT MATS ETC. SIGHS. i need to go ikea to get my bean bags too. I NEED A TV TOOO, soon to come though and new paint which wld be end of yr as promised by mum!

the other day jaslyn and me plan to go for some chilling out after so long we met. Then yp that babe was wrking at taka so waited for her to finish work and go tgt. Kelvin came down, haa it was his birthday that day. Had a bottle of chardonnay andsome wedges at helipad. Kelvin sent us home ltr, felt guilty as he had lessons the nxt day, and we still owe him birthday treat!

Just last friday i caught

CLOUDY WITH A CHANCE OF MEATBALLS 3D!!! watched with jacelyn and both of us were laughing our ass off. 4/5! keep mimicking thefunny parts when out of the cinema. Went off to clarke to look for yuping and wished shaun a happy birthday and went off to liang court with jacelyn for supper at macdonalds! heart to heart talks with her and funny scene both of us cried while talking,sighs, too emotional. Took pics ( got to wait for her tosend me) and then icabbed home early cos got to teach tuition the nxt day.Now i know why teachers are stressed. The students exams are coming! omg.

booked appointment with junying babe for nails session on nxt wed! tmr is dinner date with jessie darling and amb! Cannot wait for sat though, my buddy and me is going out for supper before the new school term starts, i bet he has damn many things to tell me too la, sighs, why r life so sad.

ok la, good bye world. time for bed.blogger rocks it doesn allow me to post that many pics sothose 2 pics only bai!
i need you, i don't need you, i need you, i don't need you, i...

2009-09-19T04:33:00.000-07:00

why do i feel unhappy still? i been feeling unhappy and empty lately. I can't seem to bring myself to like or love another person again. Seriously, i hate him, i don't used to be like that.When i insisted on being friends last time because i know one day when a couple break up, its hard for them to be friends again but he says it will not happen.I hate people giving me hopes and shattered it when i put so much faith in it. I just cannot stop thinking about this even after we broke up, the msges he sent also flame me for not doing certain things he expect me as a gf to do. But, everyone has flaws, and those are not serious mistakes, and there were things he mention which i did not even do. I wonder when he sent those sms, does he reflect on himself and his attitude towards this rship. Does he not have his own mistakes?

People say because i always give in thus he expect more from me, and that he slowly takes things for granted and one day i cannot fulfil what he want, he will be unhappy. I always thought giving in and changing for him was the right thing because i love him and also for my own good, but i didn expect it to ruin my rship.

No matter how i tell myself to stay strong, i realise i am lying. I am weak. whenever i am not tired or do not fall asleep almost immediately, i will weep at night, thus i make it a point to make myself so busy and tired in theday that when i lie on my bed, i can fall asleep immediately and not think about other things.

Forget it, i know i should stop all this.

On a brighter note, i scored very very good grades this time. Dad and mum are very happy and dad says to go taiwan maybe at end of the year. I am looking forward to it though. I owe my results to him partly, i am grateful he really taught me well duringthe period when i am with him.

Some facts about me in the past:
I was a really playful girl last time, i don't care about my studies, i don'tcare about anything, playing comes first to me.
I often make my parents upset but they have never give up on me.
My grades are not so good and to me, poly is just pass can already.

After knowing him, he always taught me things and encouraged me and praised me when i do well or what. I felt so happy then, it spurs me on to perform and be more independent in money wise.My parents used to give me money for things i need and want.Mum and Dad were really happy to see me become such a good girl and always feel that he is the best guy for me thats why my family likes him a lot too.I would listen to him because i felt that he is the only person i can trust other than my family and whatever he says is for my own good.

Today, i sincerely thank him for my achievement because without him guiding me, i might still be dwelling inmy past, those kinda life where i play around thinking everything ain impt.I don't know if he will ever see this but, Thanks for guiding me all along. Maybe god felt that i am independent enough and that i don't need you anymore. Whereever you are, i hope you are doing as well too.

So this week was working again, giving tuitions again. Tired week.I was suppose to go msia ytd but i realised its long weekend so sure damn packed so change plans to nxt weekend instead.

Bought many things at isetan private sale on thur with jaslyn!
Went to get y rocker chic heels first cos my heels spoiled so got to wear it straight! Comfy and nice!Got cosmetics and my best buy was the moisturing lipstick frm mac, loves it like i duno wad. Then 2nd was maxi dress so next time i can wear with Vonce and jaslyn!Bump into rachel and eliz there!Lydia was at ettusais counter,that girl so funny always. Bought some clothes for mum also cos there were discount everywhere and jaslyn have the isetan credit card( MOREDISCOUNT! i know la joanne, i am auntie)Agnes b bag FTW! The new series is so cuteeeeeeee with the heart heart><

Went off to find joanne at laneige counter and chat with the girls. People like to say the way i talk funny funny auntie auntie one :C but i guess thats why people like to joke with me and don't take me seriously la!LOL

Ok, i am off to have dinner and back to being emo.Got to really buck up in the new school term! hehe!Pics of my maxi loves!

2009-09-14T08:12:00.000-07:00

WORK KILLED ME! haha. just kidding, it just drained my energy away.

Had a pleasant week despite the busy working hours. Seriously, i always had to stay back a little later to do finish the stuffs, sometimes undone i will just leave itfor the next day. Don't even have time to stand up and walk to the toilet.
Yp commented" BUSY WOMAN! DON'T EVEN ANS CALLS!" sorry.

Did shopping on sunday at suntec, went to IT SHOW and get my stuffs and bought clothes, EHHH THERE WAS SALE MIND U!(*got reson to shop ok). IT SHOW WAS MAD PACKED, dad wanted to go but had to drop me and my bro and let us go oursleves cos he cldnfind any parking:C Ate dinner at this "tuk tuk" thai restaurant with my bro, ITS CHEAP but pls remember to bring cash,creditcard and cash payment only.Its at suntec city where the row of restaurantsare at the top floor=]Go have a try when you are there! I <3 thai food much=]

saturday was resting at home whole day.Become so homely nowadays =] Was suppose to go to some dinner or whatsoever with dad but lazybones la, stay home better><

Fri was out with my sisters. Initially went to have thai express with jaslyn at cityhall but got pulled to df ltr on. It was -.- i don't knowy i just don't like it there, told julie and sisca i like to chill and go places that can talk and all. Seriously, the place is just,i duno? speechless much (cannot find wordsto decribe i don't like it) and has been quite a while since i went there. I rather places that i can hav heart to heart talks with my sisters.Went off early too, Julie and Sisca send me home first and went home ltr on,i am happy i have all these big sisters taking care of me, and keep on encouraging me in this period. Never had a sister so all along i hope for one and now i have a few close ones who nvrfail to encourage me in fb. call me and msg me and plan my programs. Thanks you dears =]

thur was wrk and home. =]

wed was out with bbc dearies to celebrate EMILY AND CHERYL BDAY. Couldn be any more happier meeting them. Had MRCURRY atclarke quay the central. Luckily i Ordered a cake from sweet secrets online, its prettycheap and its damn good.Work end late but thankS to ellisse baby for collecting the cake.The Central have so many things to eat, there werereally cute stuffs like candies and small tiny donuts, loves much!
Went to walk ard clarke quay with aiko and clar while elisse left and emily left for someother people (haha). It was a ladies night sodecided to pop in to rebel and zirca before gng home. Bump into kit, khai, jeanette they all! Surprised much but couldn stay long cos i am very tired and aiko and mehad wrk the next day sowe went off like quite early -.-
Went home and thought i could restbut daddy pulled me to help him with his work stuffs.By the time i am done i look likezombie much.

tues nth much but i had a nice lunch with T! Thanks for botak jones much! Why am i craving for the chips now:C Had to keep rushing all the way when eating cos my lunch time is 1 hr only!Lucky him rush me bac to office with only slightly late by a few min=]

Alrights, wordywordy post. Slp time. Tmr is another busy busy day again!

2009-09-06T06:32:00.000-07:00

HELLO READERS.Yes, this will be a proper post. I am so drained out by my work but i am glad i am beginning to get used to it. I adapt to things pretty quickly though, so i am quie happy with myself. I've got helpful colleagues teaching me the stuffs and pretty friendly managers and bosses.The company takes good care of the employees too and they have got company lounge, cafeterias( free lunches by the way), pool table, gym, auditorium etc.Dad drove me to work every morning as its a lil too inconvenient to get there though.

So friday went out after work with jaslyn and went to have dinner, girls talk and shopped. Didn get much things on thur i went to get a couple of tops at one go already. *OMG,i hear mum saying the same wrds agn. hehe.

Sat i woke up early in the morning and tuition my student. Then ltr rest a while before i went to get some tidbits and prepare for the bbq with my poly class=]]
Met up with rach and eliz at pasir ris and went down to downtown east! AND WE SAW SALE! Bought "newlook" clothes for mummy and myself, so that she wun complain i keep buying clothes again. Teehee. Met up with the guys all that prepare andall for bbq. The foods were nice i swear the guys were quite a good cook, really thanks to DC AND CK! thn we had poker cards games and played heart attack with poker cards. Then from 4pple we had like nearly 10 pple playing and that was when i break my own nail:C I SWEAR THERE WERE NO PAIN FEELING UNTIL I TAKE UP MYHAND FROMTHE PILE OF HAND AND SAW MY FINGER BLEEDING. OMGGG BROKE HALF. SOOKUAN SAID CANNT TAKE OUT SO HAD TO PUT PLASTER TO FIRM IT, LUCKYSHE HAD PLASTER. IT WAS AMN PAIN NOW I SWEAR. >< THEN WENT HOME ARD 1030, sk dad was being nice and send all thegirls home.. paiseh mans. BUT REALLY THANKS TO HIM!

home and glad mum loves the top igot and bro and dad tookaway noodles for me to eat =]]
Slept like a log today cos i guess i was too tired. Talked to cherylt online about plastic surgery and all. Breast augmentation is tempting but read about life experiences, its pretty scary :C like very pain? I duno but suddenly i love what i have, or maybe not so.. ok wadever. Digress from this topic. DAD came home and brought mum and me to causeway point. Did some shopping, shoes clothes(NOT MINE AR), lotsa tidbits and my durian puffs! hehe. Everywhere is queue so we decided to call pizza hut delivery and eat at home instead!

Did i mention, my dad bought 3 phones like last wk and this week, he bought this very very cute pink china lenovo phone back, i guess all the girls would love it so much. Then he bought my bro an iphone from singtel and just this week he got nokia 8800 just becos he thinks its damn classy. It is really classy but a lil heavy though. so he ask me to take that phone to use cos my 5800 making life difficult for me, keeps shutting down itself. Damn, mummy says its very hard to get me and my frens were complaining i nvr reply their sms and while talking to them my phone shuts down :c

Anyway, looking forward to bbc gathering to celebrate bday this wed, hee.AND MY DRIVING LESSONS KEEP POSTPONE COS MY INSTRUCTOR SO BUSY LA. Y? :c sighs, lucky i haven take ftt yet pls if not ltr my ftt expire alrdy i still haven go practical. WANT LICENSE SO BADLY!

ok bye.steammy face mask and sleep and prays my nail heals quickly. Sighs

BLOGGER F UP MANS. PICTURES NEXT POST OR STH YA ><

2009-09-01T11:59:00.000-07:00

went out with C to railway mall just now to have dinner. was surprised by some things, were my eyes playing trick on me? Was it him i saw just now? sighs, y did i avoid just now.Now, my feelings are all mixed up, i guess like what emily say.. i still miss him thats why. i am so angry at myself, tried hard but i still cannot put it down. If the reason of breakup was he had someone else or what, i guess i would have healed but like now there are no reasons, except for being busy and stress?

alright, slaps myself and wake myself up. I must prepare myself for work soon this thur onwards. ok proper post nxt i promise. nights!

good makeup day. haa

must not miss nor think. must not miss nor think. must no miss nor think.

2009-08-29T10:28:00.000-07:00

oh my god my exams have ended!!! accounting paper was alright. *prays for an A. desperately neeed it pls!AND ARSENAL PLS DO WIN, WILL REALLY LOVES YOU MAX.

just came back from msia from a relative's 80th birthday! It was quite a grand event and basically, all the cousins were gathering to drink. There were like freeflow of wines or something, don't want also keep coming. So relatives always ask the same few qns, try to avoid them this time cos, you guys should know the reason, can't possibly say no more, etc like suddenly. Grandma asked me about it today cos i guess she know it so i told her frankly. This kinda gathering always makes me nostalgic like if maybe we could come so far,what would life be for us? He's a family person,i am a family person too but seriously,till now there are no one definite reason that result in our breakup. I know, ok stop emo again, you know, just couldn help it and kept thinking about it like everything i have, those sweet moments, were all taken back and destroy by him.

Yes,i choose to believe him but like what my friends say, i should stop being naive anymore. He should be having another woman already then why am i being stupid here feeling so upset. Yea, this thought of him having another woman certainly makes things better, at least it tells me its right to let go. Anyway, i got 2 cute little bfs already ok, so handsome, watch out for their pic. Most of pictures with aunties and the photgraphers though :C

ok, nuff sad things, happy moments!!!!

so ytd had a great time with my friends after exams. SO YES I GOT A JOB, WILL BE WORKING FOR SWIBER HOLDINGS. =]] i see money coming in and got tuition fees from student's parents today and allowances and pay all coming in a while. This is how much i love the start of a new month! teehee. Yes, i ama rather independent girl and i like to earn my own money for savings wise and spending in times of needs. By the way, i pay my own driving lessons huh, people like leslie ar, take note!!!!!! haha.

Went home then fax some things and rushed out of house to meet jaslyn for dinner and some light shopping. Got a blazer from joanne's shop, just in time for my work! good!
Went to get my FANCL things, etc, stock up those skincare and went to have dinner at taka. Met pauline and C together with jaslyn at Liang court and headed to partyworld. Seriously its the first time i went to liang court. Yaa, you guys must be thinking i m mountain tortise or what. C was being a really nice gentleman because all the small rooms are booked and we gotto wait till 12 in order to have the small room, C got us the medium room, it was BIG for like 4 persons only. There was still a leg massage machine. Feel so pampered by it.He even order foods and drinks for us. Sang till 3 with pauline and C cos jaslyn left halfway. Time passes like so quickly! Wanted to take a cab home myself after that but nice him insisted on sending pauline and me home. Feel so bad cos that poor boy had to wake up so early today!

Anyhows, i really appreciate that i have such nice and awesome friends even though my love life is like so screwed up. In the past, i thought having a man was enough but nvr realise one day the man can also turn his back at you. Now, he proved to me that friends are still impt. He used to say i everything is friends friends friends but now, he prove to me who is impt to me and who is there for me, its not him, its my friends.

on random, i am so influenced by pauline and C awesome cantonese singing skills and have embark on learning how to sing cantonese songs, so far only know how tosing 2 beyond(*learn cos he likes beyond songs last time ) songs. :C and I love healthy weekends, might be because i have been out of clubbing scene for so long that i don't like to go already, rather much chill and talk to friends. Alrights, bed time and off to shop for some gifts for madam yong mummy and my always fav tcher mr chan. Meeting them on monday with my BBC. love ya! upload other pics tmr agn. tired to the max!

dear pauline and me=]

other pics wait for people and C to send me first! =]] good night my dearies

2009-08-25T10:45:00.000-07:00

2 papers down. today fmgt was -.- but nvm, there were many people who thinks its difficult too. All i can say is this paper really have standard. My A is gone already! CMA next, got to work hard for the last round!

mind kept wandering off to think about 6 months overseas attachment, hope christine and me can go together or something then i wouldn mind going for an ovrseas one. Ok, firstly do well for exams first =]] I can't wait for exams to end on fri though, programs by sisters but don't know why suddenly i just want to go home and have a good slp and not go anywhere. sighs, i know, feeling emo again.

WHERE ARE YOU CHERYL TAN! whens the trip?

Talk to my Malaysia cousin just now, told him i would be going malaysia to spend my hols maybe. He was nice and ask me to go over to relax and clear my mind. oh wells, might be good to take a breather.

watch youtube videos and learn curling my hair and all. Loves the way it turns out. Ok for the pics of the curls!

thats all! to learn about curls and all, go to youtube they have fabulous videos. Next up would be telling you guys a big secret! Those who buy clip ons extensions please do take note on how to untangle it and make it smooth smooth! NEXT POST!

sighs, been 6-7 weeks after breakup, how come i am still dwelling in it. i must and should be ok. Just steam my face and put mask, feels so good, yea i rather be at home doing such things, haha. alrights, bed time. goodnight world.

2009-08-21T04:44:00.000-07:00

Believe everyone close to me have know what happen to me recently. Many changes in my life nowadays, i got to try to adapt and be an independent woman once again. As i read my past posts, i realise i had depend on him so much so that i couldn't imagine what if one day i lose him. However, i just didn't know that day has come so quickly and our relationship was so short. Those friends who felt happy and thought i had found a good guy i am sorry, bet you guys had a shock about what happen eh? Anyways, got to brace myself now, its all fated, what yours will be yours. All i can say is its part and parcel of life, he has changed me to be a better person and to strive for my own achievement, for that i am really grateful. I am a good girl i guess heaven will be nice to me too.

After this incident, i realised the ones i really missed out are my family. I realised they love me very very much. Though the pain is still there, i mean, of course, i am not made of steel i don't forget things so easily, my friends and family had help me a lot in this healing period. I do miss the old times, i miss everything, i miss his family and i miss car rides carrying lucky baby.

Ok, enough said, i love you guys for making me laugh and listen to my constant whinings.

I LOVE DAD AND MUM FOR THE REALLY PRETTY COACH BAG. The other day when i saw it, i told them and all mummy said was go ahead and get it, just promise us not to think so much and concentrate on studies, you been doing good don't let all these affect you, what you want within our means, we will get it for you. I just can't love them more than anything. Don't worry i won't let them down. Finally realised, in the end, the ones who love you the most are not your bf, etc, they are your parents.

Went to run some errands for mummy in town and went to far east office submit my timesheets on tues. Met up with my darling gf cheryl tan. Still so ever barbie doll and damn white. Went to had some dimsums, etc at crystal jade taka and caught "where got ghost". Pretty dumb show, UP IS STILL THE BEST, such a sweet little movie. Shopped around and gotten wedges, heels etc for ourselves. That was tai tai for a day and went home pretty early to study.

Driving lesson cancelled cos coach got sth on :C I NEEEED, ITCH TO DRIVE. Driving is so fun but thats because i got a pretty nice and patient coach.

went out with J ytd night and bump into huiyi. Its been so long since the event, and really many changes already in both our lives. Sighs...rship is nothing but a sweet facade. I have learnt to be clever and i will no longer believe any sweet nothings or what from a man anymore unless he prove it to me he really love me. I guess this time round i carried too much faith and hope and too committed in this rship thus it was quite a blow to me now. Scaredxzxz of men alrdy. HAA.

Because of exams, mum brought me out to eat Sakae Sushi today and bought many JAGABEES for me to study at home. She knows i need to eat and study, really love my mum to the max! I got so many tidbits at home now, cos the other day i went to get some japanese tidbits etc and B bought me japanese candies. Got many stupid things from watsons and got the watsons card. Must stock up hakubi so esp during my bday mth i will stock up HAKUBI, twice the points!

SEE.. I LOVE JAGABEE this much! =]] BAI PPLE. OFF TO STUDY ALRDY.
*needs to gain back a bit of weight more! pple say they can break my bones, carry me with one hand etc :C but i think i look better in photos now. =]

I FORGOT TO ADD THAT GO TO ETUDE HOUSE NOW IF YOU LIKE BOF BECAUSE THEY ARE GIVING OUT FILES WITH PICS OF THEM.Had made some purchases and the salesgirl put it inside my bag and gave me this really fluffy pen. ETUDE HOUSE THINGS ARE REALLY GOOD FYI! =]]

2008-11-01T08:19:00.000-07:00

random and bored and a urge to blog cos was blog surfing and noticed many girls are sad recently that their bf r leaving and all or army book out having probs, then suddenly i feel blessed my baby is always with me, no matter how busy he is. i appreciate it when he drops by my hse suddenly aft wrk, and calls me to see if i want to have lunch with him. i love him for always being nice to me, like i know he was tired ytd, but i wanted to go dwn to zouk to see after movie and he reely brought me down.

then in the mrng he woke up nd planted a kiss on my forehead, which makes me feel so blissful. then i would snug up to him and hug him back. i feel so attached, so ever attached to this guy. and baby, dats u.

god is fair and treats me pretty well, many of my friends commented that my bf dotes on me a lot. i know that too pretty well. anyhows, i love my boy so very much=]

2008-10-02T07:17:00.000-07:00

i lost my fren who was with me so long for everything, i duno but i hope its all worth it, sighs, i can never feel worse.:C
ended my work tdy, suddenly i missed all of them, my best friend, nel, the most! had ice cream with her at MOF and i got her a soft toy flower b4 i went to work tdy. she gave me a surprise ltr with a beautiful box inside with two books. she gave me "who moved my cheese" and "for women only", one is to let me understand more about life and the other is to let me understand about men. talked to her about many many things and i am glad she is just like a mummy teaching me so many things. she even wrote things inside the book, advices for me.and i must say, it was her who brighten up my day and sets me thinking and nurture me to become less hot tempered. sighs, i really really do miss them :CC hani gave me a beautiful bling bling clip. liza make cookies for me too. :C i feelso empty suddenly. i feel so lonely suddenly. but anyhow, thanks my colleagues.

sighs,i must stay strong. i must. i want to run to a faraway place, i don't want to stay in spore... :C

2008-10-01T06:36:00.000-07:00

depressed depressed. so hope that my girls are with me right now
:'C

2008-09-27T10:27:00.000-07:00

roarrrrrrrrrs. not in a good mood now. arghhhhs. ok i shall stop whining. but my mood is really bad, so bad i can anyhow scold anyone now, roars.

shall update on some events eh. keep my mind off things, and my stomach is still not feeling well from the STUPID FOOD AT F1 WHICH COST 10 BUCKS FOR A PLATE OF RICE AND THE DRINKS COST 5 BUCKS. THE RICE IS AS HARD AS STONE. OMG.

thur was wrking and when wrk is about to end, baby called to ask me meet him to go isetan sale. bused to town and meet him at isetan for the private sale. it was 845 by then and there were so so many pple still. we went in and look around, looked at the mess and i did not wanna get any clothes alrdy, but still manage to get a tube top which baby bought it for me=] we went into agnes b then baby suddenly want to get me a pendant. was surprised for a moment, yaye i got a agnes b heart locket pendant. went to the men's corner then baby gt his belt and shoes then he bought a water dispenser for his mummy too. went to dine at adamfoodcourt, foods there was nice=]felt so tired aft shopping, no longer have the energy to shop alrdy :CCC

fri was F1day!!!!! was so lookingforward to it. baby came to my house and had lunch over before we proceeded to hyatt hotel sale and the valet parking. haas. 8 dollar for the whole day only so we can go F1. baby bought 3 watches. and 5 wallets. i bought a wallet for my bro, the guess bags were ina mess and were of the very past seasons so i didn get. must save and stop spending, lol. saw the credit suisse buses at hyatt and their very rich clients, most dressed quite formally for the f1 event. baby and me took mrt to cityhall. it was so crowded! went in and took pics and the engine sounds are really loud.veryvery loud. ate the food there which was so bad, the rice is like stone, so hard. AND IT WAS SO EX. there were booths selling beers too so that u can drink while watching. we wentto our seats and watch the first practice. l hamilton was good. besttiming atfirstpractice. ferrari caught up ltr. lucky there was earplugs. aft1st practice ended, baby and me went to eat at mof at marina square. had some ICECREAM and sushi. hee. continued watching the 2nd race and then went to hyatt pick up the car and was home ><

tdy was work. baby was not feeling welltoday thanks to the food, he went for jab :C poor boy. sighs, i am justfeeling upset only. hopefully tmr will be bttr... roars

more pictures later eh.imgoing to slp and pray tmr is better :C must bring lucky cut hair tmr!

2008-09-24T09:08:00.000-07:00

hi girls, i am currently selling makeups now. compact powder still not available, however cream foundation and blusher are available. 3 colour eyeshadow palette, 5 colour lip palette, black gel eyeliner is available. i am going to get the eye shadow and lip palette on friday. will try toget stocks for cream foundation and gel eyeliner. noworries girls, the makeups are good, skin friendly and can be found in sasa and retailingprice are much more higher.in time to come, there will be brushes and ampoules which would be cheaper and better than the market ones because they are made in italy! so stay tune to my blog or maybe another blog where i will post up the pics of the things and free and pretty make up pouches would be given for purchases above certain price. gifts set for friend can be ordered. for people who wants to get bulk to sell, you can approach me too=]] you don't need lots of money to buy makeups to make yourself look pretty, you just need to know who to find! =]]

baby gave me a surprise and drop by my house in the afternoon. so icalled him to come up and take lunch. after that he went back to work and i prepared to meet emilydarling and yeo baby at cwp. cldn find my heels frm charles and keith,damn sad.so we sat at macs an indulge in fries and talk. went to find baby at his office and then we went to his housefor dinner, bought chicken essence for his grandma cos of her bday. talked with his sis about the makeup things and some miracles which allows you to hav makeup on all day without having to keep going to toilet to put. but will introduce that thing later part=] his sis gave me ampoules too, its good to have a sis at home!!!

tues was work. nth much

tdy is wrk again and my colleague suggest we go siam kitchen to eat. as usual, 50%off with free drinks,salads and crackers. good to work for capitaland! i like the manager and staffs there too. was so well fed that i feel so tired when working, roar. roars, hopefully i can go F1 on friday, hopefully my leave is approved. thenbefore that i am so goingto the hyatt hotelsale. OMGOMGOMG. faints,thanks ivan for the info!

okayes, lotsa things to do this and next wk. going to chatwith baby now. byeee!!!
aiko baby, whatever is your decision, i hope you don't regret and i will stand by you in times of need. loves you baby!

so gonna get more dresses!!!

2008-09-21T09:53:00.000-07:00

YAYE. 2 WEEKS MORE TO GO!!!!FEELS LIKE HAVING ATTACHMENT.though work is kinda tiring but i duno it has somehow become part of life. oh my god i hope i would be able to adapt when sch reopens. have been meeting my baby boy often this week, feel so happy, hees.

wed was shopping with da jie, I HAVE RECEIVED MY DRESS ALREADY.:Cspend quite a lot lately,must be more thrifty already. went to get my fancl products and was thinking of the hakubi pills, think i will get the blue ones soon. i hope i can really be as white as paper w/o havingtodo diamond peel.LOL.went to chloe, lvand gucci and comapred the bags and have decided to get lv, either a neverfull or a speedy. denise came with fred and she helped me see see also=] and i almost splurged in ysl things. omg, somebody pls confiscate my money nd my card:C then baby came to taka to fetch me nd we went to eat at bt timah market. =]

thur was nt meeting baby actl, quite pissedoff cos my colleague everytime change time with me. jael came and treated me to macs during my break, that ass bought a gucci lanyard, nd oh i wore it for ok, less than one hr. haa. then brandon came and both of them was at yakun when i end work and went dwn to catch up withthem. went home and baby text me telling me he is driving to my hse. hahas, was so happy and surprised. knows i m unhappy that day and came to cheer me up, my sweet boy=]]went to ahmei for drink and he accompanied me at home=]]

work work and had late lunch with NEL(colleague) at siamkitchen.good to work for capitaland becos those tenants give you face. we have got free flow of drinks, thedrink itselfis free alrdy and free flow of crackers (free oso) and 20%off. so cheap only!went to baby house after work fordinner. I SEE LUCKY! hees, after thatwent to bowl but was so full we ended up at jalan kayueating prata. SEE I WILL FAT NOT LO:c went to get lucky nd baby fetch me home. hee.

sat was wrk again and baby fetch me after that to go dempsey for ben&jerry! had mix and match and milk shake! felt so satisfied, at last!went to boat quay to find jace and gang and then find emily( the pubjie jie) also. didn drink, i prefer icecream nowadays. lol.

woke up tdy then baby fetch me to wrk. liza(colleague) bought cake and she gave me one large piece. NEL gonna treat me MOF icecream when i am leaving, hehe.talk talk with my bew best fren at work, adonica! though she wrks at singtel but she will find me or i find her go dwn talk. see, wrk is dat bored lo:C just now oso talk about her so called frens luh, always bully her. her manager also ask me to go over and work for them. mummy they all came ltr anddad had sudden craving of ajisen. went upstairs and had ajisen, i foot hlf of the bill, cos it was suppose to be dad's chinese bday dinner.treat them MOF icecream too. then went down to get necessary things to make chrysanthynam tea for baby.

yawns. OFF TMR! ican slp late, finally.

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2008-09-15T09:11:00.000-07:00

some fucking woman is so shameless, such old age already and please MY MOM LOOKS SO MUCH BTTR THAN YOU AT LEAST SHE IS NOT FAT.i really got a thing against fat pple who do not know what is sense of shame. if i can i will slap her a million times and exposed her disgusting behaviours.

ok. dats enough, at least i found myself feeling bttr aft scolding her. silly baby said he had theurge to come and look for me while he was polishing his car, haha, that was sweet. results didn reach my expectations but i guess it was ok luh. some said my expectations were too high. but oh wells, ovr. baby was sweet he called tdy in aftnoon while i was wrking to ask and sorta comforted me. but anyways ovr. skip topic.

any brand recommendations for bags. was looking at LV catalogue but i duno wad to get. a bag for sch or to go out only nd get another bag for sch. wtf, slaps myself.
ok, someday gnna shortlist some brands and think agn. i guess when school starts i am still gonna wrk.will study at the same time at starbucks or somewhere while waiting for baby to endhis lessons. he is gngfor his degree night cls end of sept, which actl means less time :c but oh wells meet aft lessons,this way i wun waste time i can study hard. hehe.

dats about all, work tmr nd wed is off day which is wasted to sit by com nd select time table. roars. F THE SCH TIMING, WHY CARN WE CHOOSE IT AT 12 MIDNIGHT ON 16TH HUH. spoils my off day. hmphf. whiny mood agn. i miss my baby boy already

ok, shall stop whining like a baby or else you pple will get sick. sotadah, mybig ass face for u. loves and nights, another wrking day tmr, faints.

2008-09-12T09:45:00.000-07:00

four months flew past, quickly? i wouldn say it was quick but yes, my longest r/ship so far, i guess those in the past were really puppy love, infatuation etc. sighs, time pretty tight for us as both of us had work, sch, i can't say i am not worried, that would be lying, but i won't want to say anything,we both have our own goals. like what baby always says... fears. one thing for sure its hard to subdue. so well, shall stop thinking so much, my hair are turning grey.

had a pretty night with baby ytd atmarina south pier, place where i was duped by him,HAHA. had some land breeze which destress me a little. recently had been so stress, results are coming, choosing timetables, family matters, work, anything, everything. then was suddenly craving for fillet burger and baby went to kap mac and bought it for me. went back home and turned in early becos i was pretty tired, recently.

woke up tdy, was having a slight headache. slp too much? then was off to work. after work da jie called to ask me to join her and freddy and his colleagues at stjames butturned dwn. sighs, turned down so many things tdy. cheryl hee got a 25 per hr event job forme but turned it down, too little time to get a leave for tmr. :c there goes money. but had got the best book of my life tdy, rich dad poor dad. it was good i read more than half of the book tdy,gonna finished it up tmr. i know its kinda mad but believe it! gonna get cash quardrant frm baby and then get some novels, heard there are the series of twilight, eclipse etc.

rich dad and poor dad depicts how each kinda dad would teach their children.studying is impt but you should not take advice like frm parents like.. SON.. STUDY HARD, GET A STABLE JOB, EARN LOTSA MONEY AND HAVE LOTSA PENSION. haas, quite offending to those grads but its the truth. look at the sheng siong boss, who is so rich now, he was bad in his studies. my daddy had nth to atleast a shareholder in a company and he failed his o lvls. had to even come out wrk nd pay for my uncle's UNI FEES. -.- use money to make money... suddenly it brings me back to those pple in the past who criticise me, and what do they know, only to study. sighs, cruel world allthe child are thought to study hard.

enough said, was in a whiny mode tdy, pmspms.. ok, gnna turn in soon. will post up the pics when baby sent to me.

it was kinda disappointing to not receive your calls. :C

2008-09-10T08:47:00.000-07:00

ok, work starts agn tdy, just came back aft meeting fred nd da jie at house nearby aft my wrk to talk. hehe.bought mooncakes for my colleagues and they were so happy, because 2 are malays and 1 is frm philippines so they don't really get to eat mooncake lo.

ytd was OFF DAY!!!! so went to take pills nd med for skincare from doc then went to shop at northpoint to shop. there was a bonia boutique and the 20% off were much of a distraction i cldn resist and went in to get a leather wrislet. =]] its a steal and i got to go for my ipl soon, jie jie called and asked alrdy, she thought i don't want my package, how can it be, i have paid alrdy lo =x

went off to bf's house to visit lucky!!! and find his mummy. his mummy and me waited for him to be home and then went off to shop for mooncakes at msia. got to get mooncakes for people. reached there and dined at kimgary hk restaurant, it was so so cheap and then walk ard and bought mooncakes, snowskin, baked ones.=]]! didn really want to shop but bought many vcds and my mummy's korean shows for her.maybe the nxt trip will go in and see the clothes there lo =]] everything is so cheap luh!!! baby must be nodding his head now. lol. then we went to wash car and pump petrol then back to spore. went up his house for a while and then baby sent me to town to get my makeups, bought 100 plus dollars worth of makeups frm ettusais and got a free bag from them. ok, girls you can go get it now while the promo is still on, the bag is pretty nice, just needa spend 80 dollars.

went to marks and spencer and then got many many biscuits, baby bought for me to eat at work. =]] then we went off to eat at bt timah market. ordered so many food and was really well fed then he came to my house. baby and bro were funny they were hooked on youtube the whole night. hahahha.

ANYWAY, FOUR MONTHS TOGETHER BABY, I LOVE YOU. gonna find him at his work place aft my work tmr, he has ot :C but dats ok, heee, xoxo.

sighs. hope everything is alright for grandma. i miss her and grandpa so much. called her ytd and was so glad to her her voice, i duno,slaps myself hard, apologise to her for not visiting for long. but she still said nvm and all.. feels really bad. :C but ok, THIS WEEKEND I M GNG OFF EARLY TO VISIT HER. can't be more happy than that.

alrights, 1 picture first and i am off to slp, nights, yawns.

2008-09-06T07:41:00.000-07:00

sighs, feel like smacking myself already. another weekend just flew past right before me and work has taken up most of my time. baby boy is busy with his own stuffs too so only met him ytd. i hope absence really do makes the heart fonder and not widen the distance b/w us.

our 4th mth is coming in a few days time, and i hope we will last long longlonglonglonglong. i duno, recently seen many failed r/ships or other things that had affected my perspective of a r/ship and having a bf. i really envy those people who can last yrs with their bf and even more envy those couples who go together for 6 or more yrs before marrying. like some of my tchers they know their wife for like some rfreaking 10 yrs luh before they got married. so yepps, i aim to be like them!!!

ahh.. moody day, moody day, not enough sleep i guess? and mid autumn is coming soon, I HAVE TO GO FIND MY GRANDMA ND GRANDPA SERIOUSLY!!! haven seen them for long and they keptg asking mummy about me, slaps myself. maybe get them somemooncakes too, roars, i feel so unfilial. ok,just watch a movie ytd with baby aft wrk at cathay. BANGKOK DANGEROUS. ITS SO NICE PLEASE! i wanna go to the club and take a look, those girls are realy hot in the show AND THEY R NOT SHEMALES LUH. aft that baby sent me home.

wrk today and was so tired, but it was ok luh. colleagues were nice people, hehe. cheryl baby came tofind me aftmy wrk and we went down toclarke quay with the cake and present. hehe, went to look for some cute surprises for baby, i hope i get them on time and saw the lanterns display. I THOUGHT CLARKE HAD TURN INTO CHINATOWN. erm. went to look at the menus of different restaurants and becos lao da cldn stand watching hooter girls(the big boobs and ass women) while she eat, we decided on RENNTHAI. THAI FOOD, THAI CRAZE!!!! HAD LIKE PADT THAI, XO FRIED RICE, SATAYS, MANGO RICE, TOMYAM POT, ND DESERTS AND EACH PLAIN WATER COSTS 1 DOLLAR. but it was ok luh. EMILY THE LATE QUEEN ND LEAD ROLE TODAY FINALLY CAME! hehe, she saw the gift, lousy luh, then we just give it to her. LOL. yepps, bought her a guess wallet=]] then aftall the foods was cake!!! took lotsa photos. settled the bill, which was quite crazy, more than 100 bucks.. hmmm, and then went to walk inside clarke.

fashion's bar pretty cool, i wannago in and see the inside!!!!! then ltr the 5 of us camwhored in the toilet, -.- you know luh, girls. then they were saying i look like i am really working outside already, the curls clip on extension did it all. lol. went home shortly ltr.

wrk's really tiring and i no longer had as much energy tostay out late.maybe i am getting a lil too old formy age already, OMG. hopefully not, i shall go dig in some collagen foods and put some collagen masks. i am aging. so yeps, bye people, PICS WILL BE UP SOON. loves

AND SOON TO BE 17 EMILEH DARLING!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! MUACKS, YEPPS, ONCE A TAIL ALWAYS A TAIL, NAH, JUSTJOKING. BBC LOVES YOU. HEHE. u r my most cherished gf eh!

miss you miss you miss you.

2008-09-03T08:40:00.000-07:00

people, blog is back but i won't say much cos whatever i say is being watched by others so well, i will just keep quiet.i finally understand how the reality is,world is cruel and i think god shdn even create mouths. ND ESP TAKE AWAY THOSE MOUTHS WHO ALWAYS SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT PEOPLE, AND SPREAD IT ARD THINKING THAT THEY HAVE DONE STH GREAT BY SPREADING. they do not understand how it could actually hurt another person. THATS all i got to say, flamings, spammings, whati haven seen. and when people spam others, it just tells me one thing, plain jealous. plain jealous about lifes and things people got, and criticising people's life when they know nuts about anything. PLEASE DO NOT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER AND PLS RESPECT PEOPLE. watch your words and karma do happens, don't push me to my limits and turn things ugly.

life is good except that working and working and meeting up with baby and my dear frens during the hols. but am sick now due to the aircon during wrk. capitaland is rich i guess, their air con is full blast. -.-

celebrated cheryl yeo baby birthday just recently and had booked a pub for her.glad she enjoyed herself and after that was eating at lau pa sat. baby is a dear he sent them all home. i love you!finally caught a movie with baby boy, caught WALL E!. went back to school in teacher's day and the teachers said i've grown matured nd prettier, yaye! haha, they couldn even regconise me. but it was good though, i miss them and mrs lim is migrating to US. sighs. one less good teacher in nanhua. :C

went out for some mission today nd got jessie her present, a customized belt! =] and got dress from forever 21.been long since iget clothes for myself, recently only got thos office wears for wrk. i think i m gnna let mummy keep my card for me, feel like buying anything i fancy, maybe mood's not really good today, pms i guess. ok, work tmr agn, nearer and nearer to my goal!

ok, pics pics.yea, this time only pics of myself, MYSELFMYSELF, IF NOT I AM AFRAID I GOT SAID BY OTHERS AGN. and maybe pics of my girls.

cherylbaby!

LUCKY!!!!! i miss him, haven seen him for long. :C

okayes,some dosage of tyrabanks show now. so meaningful and so open, i like that. bye people.

2008-08-12T08:07:00.000-07:00

sighs, exams are coming in 2 days time and i realised i study really slowly like a tortise :C damn, and i cannot sit still for long, i would move around looking for food, and it was lucky baby gave me so many nougets. ><

and now my mind is filled with after exams activities, omg. slaps myself.
and tmr i am still going down for an interview for a job -.-, slaps myself even more. so baby is back on sat night =]]

then sunday went for a shoot at national museum, and i haven get the photos, damn, anw, da jie and freddie was there to accompany me and after that was some teh with them at somerset area. waited for baby to finish his appointment and then we all went to cine to have teppanyaki. it has been long since i had teppanyaki, anw, thanks baby. after the meal 4 of us went to shop around taka and accompanied da jie to get her blazer and stuffs. went off with baby to his house cause it was so long since i visited lucky and his mummy.spent some time at his house, he was passing me those things he bought for me in aussie, i've got a pouch, a very very cute kola bear, and a jacket. dat silly boy bought wine for my family and bought things for my frens too=] then he drove me home together with lucky, hee. so it was funny he came to my house to use the toilet and lucky came to my house for the first time, cute dog. and my bro and me was busy taking pics with lucky. =]]

so ytd spend my day studying and met up with my baby darling at night, HAPPY 3 MONTHS MY DEAR! went inside his car and was surprised with the pink roses, very silly boy=]]anw, thanks and i love it. so went off to eat kolo mee at chinatown and shopped around there. then brought some foods and went off to our pretty place, marina south pier. hees, as usual, sweet pretty moments with him ><

anw, i am missing him so much now again, ok slaps slaps, i must study! study! ok, back to econs :C

2008-08-08T08:20:00.000-07:00

I AM SO HAPPY AND I AM COUNTING ON TO TMR! BABY WOULD BE BACK TMR,sighs, so many days i did not get to see him :C

and those stupid people on my tagboard. they don't even know me and there they are sprouting nonsense, i don't even know i am an attention seeker, so how do you seek attention when i just go to school, times up move on to another lesson then another lesson then home with my 2 buddies, HOW TO SEEK? -.- and so what if you are gossipping behind me, nvr know i am also gossiping behind u eh, KARMA luh, just hope something bad befalls on you, and mind your words, its the seventh month.

so these days had been at home and shopping and get many things for myself.ordered dress and tops online and got curlers for hair and makeups/ lashes.went to visit my grandma and grandpa=]] everytime i am there i feel so blessed, they would give me this and that to eat.

and ytd spent theday with mydarlings emily and cheryl.cabbed down to bugis due to the stupidly bigrain and met up with the girls. as usual shopping and did some catching up then cheryl yeo baby got togo. emily and me went to liang seah andhadour dinner then went off to boat quay. the two of us alighted at raffles place and was quite lost as we do not know how to walk to the stretch of pubs and bars street. (sit car too much now don't know how to walk -.-) luckily we found it and went to CHILLZ BAR and met another emily.

place was really great and that jie jie was nice and i sang many duet with her. so we ordered beers and sat there to sing and talked about ongoing stuffs. its no wonder she has been my bestie for 2plus yrs and yepp, friendship would grow stronger.

so 11th is coming and would be our3months,baby, i am so glad to have you=]]

2008-08-03T08:08:00.000-07:00

the only one that makes me melt. nd yes baby, ur perfume lingers on, i miss u.

i miss da jie!!!
sighs, feels really weird when baby is so far faraway from me. i missed him so so so much, i dun know what to say nor type here. 6 days.. roars. 6 days felt like 6 yrs. i hope this week passed quickly, as soon as possibleand bring back my baby to me><
had dinner at bpp just nw and baby called when he was at airport. damn, eyes was brimmed with tears already but luckily didn come out. went home and bake cookies with bro, turns out very well.

so this week baby spent 3days with me!!!

wed:
baby boy knows i want to watch money not enough 2 so he went to get the tics and we went off to plaza sing to watch after his work. jacelyn and jeff was there luh. haaas. after the movie we went to marina south pier and had a very beautiful night there again, talked about us, us, us. so he gt hiscam and we took pictures inside the car =]]then it was home sweet home.

fri:
had dss test and then baby came to fetch me home and fetch sookuan too. =]haas, today is golf day so he came up to my house and had dinner and thengot changed for golf. bro got changed too so off to golf.so the two guys were tempting me eventually i joined them to play without gloves, proper shoes/ attire. haha, but it was definitely fun. after that baby came to my house and accompany me then went home ltr.

sat:
wasslping whole day, drained. helped mummy book online tics for money not enough with daddy then baby came tofetch me and we went to watch mummy 3 at cine. the show was not bad but baby said 1 nd 2 was nicer. after that is my favourite place!! DEMPSEY! heees. drove to dempsey and had ben and jerry icecream and milkshake. then baby came up to my house ltr asusual to accompany and talk then went home.

2008-07-27T09:46:00.000-07:00

hahha, yepps, my lovable people.

SIM toilet=]]

chinatown ><

random shot of darlings=]

CAREBEAR POWER! teehee. haven you guys know i got a fetish for soft furry things, ok, the pouch pouch tells it all =]

saw this cuteflower ovr at da jie's place, its so cute, see its wilting...

and then its all back up again.silly flower. lol

lv hair inclusion rubber band

lv hp strap

bally's hp strap
i duno what to get,i wanna pamper myself sooon, but bally seems good cos a fren was carrying bally and i thought it looks pretty nice, modern. lv's designs are definitely a heart trob, it makes u melt. or maybe coach wrislet? waraos, whos going US?
went to meet mummy at bugis today to do some shopping, to get my falsies actually. went to the taiwan food fest and bought many unique things to eat. sat at the tea hut shop and had some tea before shopping. So went inside BHG, i am surprised mummy was looking at cosmetics and discussing with me today. LOL, ok normally would be me saying but she was telling me bout the eyeshadows colours and stuffs. chanel eyeshadows are god damn gorgeous, mummy says should ask daddy to help me buy at the airport, maybe text him tmr, hes coming back on wed =]] Then got to the shoes department and seriously makes me pissed, this very nice heels doesn have my size in all the colours so went to americanya and mummy bought the heelsfor me, me loves shopping with mummy. so she also splurged on a pair of shoes for herself, which is near 100 before discount.. but it sure looks good on her.

so this california guy is saying there is a student promo membership but jacelyn and me thinks its scam luh, then cross over to bugis st to get my faux lashes, brilliant, this pair is so ex but i love it, its supppper long.then went home and prepared before bro pester mummy to go golfing agn.

cabbed to golf range and watch him play his golfwhile i study and talk to mummy. my hand is aching tdy, i wonder if baby's hands r aching. haha. went to the 2nd floor of the range to have dinner and then cabbed home.

i m so tired but the weekend was well spent. sighs, miss my baby alrdy but hes going sydney soon, 1 wk w/o him will be bad, gnna numb myself or maybe an ovrnight stay at da jie house, teehee=]

2008-07-26T12:07:00.000-07:00

weekends!! but it always passes so quickly. god damnn it :C
had a lovely session of golf with baby, bro, and mummy. anw, thanks baby for accompanying my family today. woke up late nd went to eat with mummy then back home and baby was here alrdy. he came down after his facial at taka and we went to IMM to have lunch, its no wonder i am fat.. ( oi jacelyn, gym luh gym luh!) had a very full meal at the hk restaurant over there, it was very good, bttr 1000 times than cine, and went to cut hair with baby. After that we went back to my house and slacked with bro then is golfing. Baby drove bro, mummy and i to play golf at cdans so we all had a good time there, played ard 300 plus balls for 3 persons luh. Then was dinner over at lot 1 together and then shopped and came back to my house again for sims! lol. so he just went home not long ago, missed my baby boy alrdy.

ytd was the best day becos i skipped school, 2hrs oh please, used it to study, teehheeee. But the best is i spent most time sleeping ytd, get my energy back then baby came to fetch me at 8 plus to shop around town. sooooo baby got me a purple carebear, teehee, CAREBEAR POWER!=]] caught the dark knight, and the joker is seriously -.- sadistic. but shows the dark side of human, how they fight to survive. After the show was taohuay at rocher and then homeee ><

hmm wed was poa test,da jie called to go double O, sorry eh, couldn go. thur was excel presentation, after that wasmeeting my bro nd leslie to slack a while before heading home to rest.

tues was bmgt presenttion=]] teacher likes it a lot, credits to the good article bby found it for me=]] was clad in formal nd then went to meet da jie at SIM after school. shawn came to fetch us at SIM to eat frog porridge at joo chiat. yepps, it was good. wanted to go to pub and sing after that but hmmm, nono so went home instead, changed girl eh? haas. then baby suddenly got the urged for bowling and to see me so he came to fetch me and went to safra for bowling. =]]hees, silly silly baby dear.

mon was chinatown with emy, clar nd yeo darlings. went to secret place to get our skirts=]] yeo and me arrived first and feasted on satays that cost 80c per stick.. WOW. then after that was the street hawker stalls with emy they all. i think chinatown is make to eat ang moh's money. lol. baby came to fetch me and bought the tiong bahru baos for emily they all and left one for me.heees, dats y i love him, my sweet boy.went back to his house and his mummy gave me herbal soup which i have not drink for a long time =]] after that was home.. without lucky this time.. cos hes sick. :c

ok.. gt lotsa pictures in hand but will upload tmr. nightts everyone. =]

2008-07-19T22:12:00.001-07:00

ok, i realised i have not been blogging much about my own stuffs. this week was, in the sense that, not very good, but ok, all is good now. so mon was the test, wasted time there, and was dying of pain due to menses, but luckily i breeze through the papers. lala. tues i think i just went home after school.

wed was a happy happy day because i got to meet my baby. Went home first then to town to meet my darlings clar and surprise guest ms emily turn up too. haa.went to get some clothe for school and then bitch and gossip about things with them. like i have my friends too. erhem. went to take to shop and got a pink top( omgxzzxz rare, fyi i only like white).emily baby went for her church thingy leaving clar and me having no ideas what to do. so went went to paragon star buckkks. my fav hangout nowadays, teehee. treated clar caramel frap and wanted to surf the net but her lappy's batt is dead. roarrs. so end up bitching again. haa. so baby picked me up later and we went to have dinner at lau pa sat, and we ordered too many foods, omg. after that was marina south pier with him, spent a lovely night talking there.

thur was home. after school on fri and went to da jie's place. many heart to heart talks bout r/ships with her and i love her dogggggy,yea my god son, no.. now its a pomenarian, show you guys the pic nxt time, he is so cute, he kept licking us, and omggg he is soo very fluffy and is so very naughty. haa.went to slp with her in the rm for a while then woke up feeling hungry and all so we decided to get changed nd go to railway mall. was deciding between prata or noodles so chose noddles in the end. saw a nanhua senior there. went past a few pubs and these 2 angmohs were like.. good afternoon ladies, and we went o.o ehh. so the two auntie-ish us went to coldstorage to get some cherries and her preservedfruit tidbits and went back to her house to eat. went home after a few hrs spent at her hse.baby and me wentto jurong east to watch hellboy that night. it was a nicee show,haa.

so i went golfing with my family and dad's business friends ytd at orchid country club, first time playing at the range there, not bad but maybe i hadn touch a golf stick for too long, my performance was damn lousy. daddy was there saying me. roooars. bro was not bad, but daddy's fren son was reely good. yea yea, i was the lousiest among them, i will brushed up, roars. went to amk with them to have dinner and bought a love songs cd to put at baby's car. missed him so much when he is not in town. wouldn get to see him for this weekend.

ok, so later is project with jacelyn at town and for now.. got to go bathe and prepare to go to my grandma house!yaye. been long since i went.

2008-07-17T09:50:00.000-07:00

i think both looks nice i posted both. backpack to school soon. done with reports and everything. :CCC sighs.

and for the someone who keep asking my fren for my results, hello, do i know you? wtf, anyway just to disappoint you, i fare well this time, happy with the reply? -.-

2008-07-15T03:03:00.000-07:00

yeps, this is marche at vivo =] very nice and cute place.

i miss the girls so much
baby looks so good here but i doesn look good, so credits to the heart on my face though it looks ugly. HAA.
pictures time.. some pics that were not uploaded last time. i am glad that projects are coming to and end soon. MAEC test was still ok. thanks to soo kuan! =]]
oh and some of the phuket trips pics. sighs, i missssed there, haa, believe jacelyn also missed there, soo i want hols!!!

sighs, i miss you so much...

2008-07-12T12:40:00.000-07:00

i am feeling so hot, so so so hot because of this cute little advertisment which is featuring a very very hot phone. do click on it and take a good look and give urself a chance to win =]] i mean, why not, i am not letting go of this good chance. nono.

OMNIA, wish, everything.

i am sure when people first set their eyes on the phone, their thoughts were about the same as mine. shiny classical yet so glamorous and eye catching, a phone of status. The touch screen function brought up its level of attraction, splash of black with high technology functions. yes, everything. This phone is a certainly must have possession.

and you might be thinking, why on earth do i also require this phone? but i say your thinkings are outdated. For a growing person in business course like me, the phone would definitely be a great help in life. not only as a medium for contacting, but it can also excess mircrosoft office, full view of internet, windows mobile, push mail and best of all GPS system, to think boyfriend spent 300 bucks to get a GPS when a phone like this can save the day.besides, a movie addict like me would definitely enjoy the wonderful function of the cute pocket theatre. such slim sleek phone, and yes i have a fetish for touch screen phone, wonderful invention that really has everything you would need for communication and entertainment. i am already fascinating the thoughts of owing a phone like this.

OMNIA is like a dream come true as it is pieced up by every IT things like cameras, microsoft software, movie and songs player. now i know why is it OMNIA. it has everything and definitely many people's wish to have a phone like this. i don't deny i am so tempted by it, so tempted by the colour and the technology. so yes, omnia, everything that a person would wish to have for.

blog soon. MAEC test. lucks and thanks to baby boy, learnt maec in a more actioned way whereby i won't fall asleep easily. studying is impt but seriously who would use those formulas when out to work. my main aim andconcern is more on why things like that would happen inthe economy and thinking what it will lead to. roars, formulas, just screw up my life but i am so gonna overcome you!

CELEBRATED WONDERFUL 2 MONTHS YTD AT VIVO MARCHE WITH BABY BOY. HAD A FULL FULL HAPPY DINNER! later was meeting up with jacelyn and jeff who had their 1 month too. HAAS. went off to st james together for a couple of drinks and dancing. had flaming lambo with jacelyn and was great which finally makes us a little high. and fyi, high not drunk, was not even drunk ytd -.-.yes, this is life i say, play hard and study hard and mingle with the correct bunch of people. correct bunch of people means:
- people who dun drink so much till drunk and out of control
- people who would teach you the ways of life
- people whomight be helpful to you in the future like career prospects and stuffs.
and i want to clarify, my mum does know where i go for all your information and does trust me a lot that i won't do the wrong things now. what i want to say is that i am not a delinquent and if you wonder why does your parents don;t trust you, you got to show it to them and make them trust you that you are good and of course do what you promised them.

i have to admit mummy trustly me so much now partly because i showed it to her and partly because of baby boy who helped me gain my trust back from my parents. ever since baby and me got together, mummy and me had become closer anddad and me does talk nowadays though he flys like nobody business.

had a movie session with baby just now at lot 1. studied in the afternoon and had a good talk with da jie nearby house at starbucks. that silly girl, don't think so much baby, everything is gonna be fine. oh yes, the movie. RED CLIFF! DID I SAY IT MORE THAN GREAT? YES, I CLDN TURN SHIFT MY EYES AT OTHER THINGS EXCEPT THE SCENES. its no wonder i always love this war in the three kingdoms. shows how clever and scheming people are just like some people in real life. but then agn, people who are like that tends to have lesser friends. reminds me of cao cao only. had supper with baby at ah mei and there were road blocks.

sighs, times with my love always passes so quickly and i would missed him so much when he went home. and oh yes, girls you better not carry branded stuffs to school before you got name a brand slut for example, guessy slut, gucci slut, prada slut, loewe slut,ferragamo slut. but then again, it shows that i can afford it and have a couple of the bags and if you can, you can have it too. oh, and btw, i dun really anyhow spend my parents' money unless the bought it for me themselves. so please, have i clear all of yout doubts and mistakes about me? yes, no? at least i dare to say, i love my mummy a lot, i would treat her stuffsand buy her masks and share good things with her, if you can do that and treat your mum even better than i do, then only u qualify to say things behind my back because if you do not, i rather you start doing the same thing now. they might say they only want you to have go9od results but a little treats or small gifts to them would let them feel, yes, my daughter/son has grown up. what i believe is treating them nicely when they are around and let them realised, it wasn a fault to give birth to you.

wasting time blogging and having prejudices against people isn IN right now. and karma does happen. and yes i feel relieved, at least i do not comment people till they are off human range. oh wells. i m tired, one hardworking day tmr! ecns i will subdue you! =]

2008-07-10T10:56:00.001-07:00

i think shes gonna get herself inbto whole lot of trouble with those posts she had posted earlier. brainy and clever ivan went to see the archives, this is so LMAO. anyway, for people who hates everyone else but herself. lucks.

2008-07-10T03:13:00.000-07:00

i thought my tagboard would be dead but after somne issues, its finally gonna be alive again. oh wells, tolerance is all i can do for now. a few lessons and it would be over.

somehow it shows me i shouldn stay nice, be nice to people when in the end all i received were shits. first pubbing night with them, alcohols were paid by da jie's bf, didn even ask for payment cos decieded to take it as a treat. when i have sweets, things to eat, i would offer them like bubble gums, i don't know who took it, but at least i did passed around. i rarely talked about school stuffs and have never said anyone behind their back. when the person who are sick came back to school, i asked how they are feeling, i remembered some did asked and concerned about my wisdomtooth operation hence i really thought they were nice, i should be nice too, like do to what u want others to do to u but this is the treatment i got. but no luh, my class still have nice people, the guys, a few girls and my best buddies sookuan and jacelyn, always the ones who helped me in my studies, i always ask sookuan questions and she will always teach me patiently=]] i know u read my blog. sookuan thanks! they even said i change a whole lot better than last time which is of course true.

talked to mummy ytd night about the problems, lucky i had her encouragement. talked to baby about it too, so he was counselling me on how to deal with this kind of situation and comforting me.i have always known i can count on him.

went to school and had lecture withjace tdy,then econs tutorial and went home and had lunch with mummy, went to buy some makeup stuffs and did some grocery shopping, maybe because i was so sian by the issue i was in a spendng mode so i threw many packets of wang wang man tou tidbits and many yogurts and told mummy to buy as many things as she want, i will pay for it. i bet she was stunned so on the way home she talked to me again and asked me not to let it bother me anymore which makes me feel better but a little poorer, haha. baby boy gave me a surprise call and told me he wants to meet me to eat=] that silly boy knew my mood was way down so had thought of popping over and cheering me up. went to eat with him, i meant him not me,i cannot eat becos if i eat 2 meals i would become fat and would probably get commented again. he sent me back home and went to do his work again. anways, thanks so much dear, really appreciated it though the surprise kinda failed. haa.

but whatever it is, i am blessed with so many people still asking after reading the blog post. no worries, nothing gnna happen b/w me and them, i ain that kind who wants to create a mountain out of a molehill so yepps. ok i shall take a chill pill snd get on with life and finish the 3 bloody yrs and get out.

and ps: the post is not written out of sympathy(y must i get sympathy right, i ain the victim wad according the to feeling of the tag from mabel on my blog, sheesh) so ok, good day people.

2 months and forever. thanks for being a sweetie and standing by my side all the times when i am sad=]

2008-07-06T00:38:00.000-07:00

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feel so tired and lazy nwadays after school and went straight home to sleep.
sighs, i need some time management course i think. things are piling up, projects ansd stuffs, i feel so stressed over the business management one. my group members doesn seem to care. how to type like 15-20 pges of report and proposal U TELL ME!

met baby quite a lot these weekday at nights.came to my house and fetch me nd went to eat, brought the dog out and stuffs =]] GOT LOST FINDING WHERE IS WEST COAST PARK. haas.

thurs night was dedicated to emy and clar. went to got my heels and then baby decided to fetch us for dinner at newton. ordered lotsa foods and was so full aftwards. baby fetch them to cine, went down to check movie timings. couldn get to watch any so we wentto chill at depmsey. no, not drinking, its ben and jerry ok. >< ordered one big bowl. had a wonderful wonderful night. =]

anyway, went to make ic ytd with my mummy and then went to chinatown to shopped around cos she wants to get some chinese herbs for soup. then mummy bought me those casual long kinda skirts for me, she calls dat decent wear. then got some korean seriels and treated her guilingao before making a move home. jacelyn called at night and asked me to go mos. haas, dat girl,its 2am luh. LOL, and anw, i am a good girl alrdy.

ytd was spent at baby's house with his family. watvch movies, slept and had dinner ovr. was watching his sis portfolio and talking bout makeups and fashion nd stuffs. she got like 3 pairs of latin dance shoes with lotsa blings >< anyway a good lobang to all of you, you can visit the webbie www.tangodanceshoes.com, their shoes are beautiful and comfy and price reasonably. need anymore details you can leave ur name on ur tagboard, will teach you how to go over. so yaye, kinda look forward to going his house again, i am gonna learn how to do nice makeups frm his sis. =]]
anyone who wants to engage a freelance makeup artiste for any events canm let me know, it can be arranged with his sis. so both of us were saying to learn salsa together and stuffs. >< carn let the dancing shoes go to waste.

watch HANCOCK with baby ltr at amk hub. it was not bad though, but i still like zohan, funny shit.
I AM gonna spend today doing hmewrks and stuffs, though i reely dun feel like but sighs. GOT TO WORK HARD. EXAMS are coming! i can't wait for hols seriously. roar.

2008-06-29T02:29:00.000-07:00

hello, after a week of hectic school life i am back.
i shall just briefly talk about what i been doing cos theres nothing much except for school and projects and falling sick
went to east coast park aft dinner at parklane on tues with baby.sat down and talk.. sighs, wondeful night=]
usual meeting with bbc was cancelled on wed, just when i was missing baby so much, he came to fetch me and we went to have avocada juice at queensway area, then walked ard queensway shopping. baby sent me to lot 1 to look for emy darling. dined with her and then shop ard and satdown had some girls talk. i miss her so much!

thur was sick and didn went for dance. sorry guys! 184 isso frigging stupid, so i took a loop home. slept early that night.had lms on fri and then went home, wanted to slp but da jie called. HAA.shes back from her cruise trip so we cabbed down to shopped around town. gotten some heels/ flats, slippers, masks for mummy and me, lashes while she got ready the things for batam. went to have dim sums together then later in the day, sat down at starbucks and had talks. yea yea, neverending talks we have. haas. reached home early and slept a while, then baby came around 11 plus to fetch me to cathay to catch ZOHAN. it was so frigging hilarious. =]]

mummy and daddy went batam for golfing so my bro and me were left at home. went to have lunch together then ltr in the day, baby fetch us to eat the famous balestier bak ku teh. had a pretty nice meal and went to pool. after that baby came to m house to watch shows and then he stayed over. ahh to bad he got to work today >< sighs, i miss my baby boy so so so much. ><

anyway, i received the phuket pics from baby already. YAYE =]gonna get ready, daddy mumy coming back and bringing me to dinner! upload these first, would be back to upload the rest of the phuket trip pics. =] sighs, i want to go thailand again! ><

2008-06-23T10:11:00.000-07:00

i promised to blog bout details. ok here i am!though i am like rushing one project now. mans.

sun after phuket trip:
-pc show with my darling baby. got his gps and then met da jie and her bf.
-had dinner at the chilli fish place and after that was chilling at dempsey.
-passed da jie her dress too, luckily it looks nice on her. =]]

mon:
-went to shop ard amk central to wait for baby.
-went up to have dinner with his family, luckily they were very amiable people=]
-sat down and talked then help to pack baby's room, it wasso messy luh. hahahas
-baby sent me home after that.

tues:
-ok, nth happened. yes, nth happened, gone were the unhappy times.

wed:
-was dressed up nd supposed to go the communic asia with baby but somethings cropped up so didn go.
- got changed and then went to ikea with baby to buy some stuffs. yep, i know i m slow and stuffs, we dined at ikea, the offd there was really nice though. =]
-went home early so that baby can have a good rest but end up on the phone till late, teehee.

thur:
-met up with cheryl yeo darling to shop. MANGO SALE, FOREVER 21 SALE. everywhere sales, so got myself some clothes for school.
-cheryl yeo began to hav cramps cos of her menses. i felt bad though so we sat at taka there to wait for serene to come. bought her somne milo to drink, was so worried, she was as white as paper and was breaking in cold sweat, scary.
-so we decided to skip dance class and accompanied cheryl home. after she ate the pills, she went back to normal again. HAA
-had so much fun with them bitching, online shopping, trying cheryl yeo online loots then got a kimono top frm her which she ordered by didn like. fyi: shes a crazy online shopper. haas
-took bus with serene then home sweet home.so yes, whenever bored, we have decided that cheryl's house the best hangout place. HAHA.

fri:
-met da jie at liangseah street cos she was having steamboat with her bf's colleagues.
-parted with them and da jie and i actually walked to raffles city in OUR HEELS. oh mans. trust me, don't ever try that.
-so basically was accompanying her to look for wallet for her bf.
-we couldn decide which brand to buy and ended eating. treated her J.CO donuts so i went to buy, the super shopper gotten herself a bag while i was buying. went to yakun and treated her to drinks. then made our way to shop agn.
-finally after like visiting lv, mont blanc, bally, had chosen the bally wallet which looks so nice. guys, you can considered thed latest version ones as they are so nice.
-i was so tempted to buy the hp strap with the bling bling, it was so nice, i think it looks more classic than gucci(common on streets nowadays),ok, luckily i curb my temptation, maybe because i am reminded of the stupid cost of making IC. 100 bucks. for goodness.
-da jie got herself JLO shoes from STAGE. i swear it was damn high and damn hot. i hope the guy gives us free bag charms, haas, he said hes gonna keep for us. whees. and girls, you might want to consider taking a look at STAGE stuffs, i am sure most of you will like it =]
-went to have dinner with them at balastier, had stingray and stuffs, it was not bad though. then home sweet home.

sat:
- met baby and his mummy nd his grandma and went to guan yin temple at waterloo to pray.
-brought them to shop at mustafa and then went to the dim sum shop around there. ordered like so many things and i felt so full ltr on.
-went home and then accompanied and slacked at his house and watch tv and chat with them.
- home sweet home later on

sun:
-YAYE YAYE YAYE,visited grandmother today. i felt so happy to see her, cansee she missed me a lot. esp my grandfather. sighs, i felt bad, grandfather was like asking me why i haven went to see them for so long, wad i am busy with and stuffs. :C
-grandma cooked many many foodsfor me and cook like black chicken soup and asked me to drink, drank one big bowl and had a very wonderful dinner. duh, it was all my fav foods. i felt so pampered =]
-met da jie nd freddie(her bf) ltr on to chill at austwine, located at farmart.
-had a great chat and great night with them, had honey kinda beer, it was damn nice. ate some finger foods and home after that.

tdy:
-sch starts. sighs. poly ain really interesting as it seemed. roars
-stayed back to do projects and then took train with jolene. went off to harbourfront, vivo to find da jie cos she was with her cousin there.
-as usual, shopping starts, YAYE SHE GOT THE SAME TOP AS ME AT MANGO.>< then we went to forever 21and got our undergarments.
- went to bebe and she got her piece of halter top at like only 50 plus, usual was 139 plus. but sad thing is that the tees nd tanks are always not on sale. ROARS.
-checked out the bags at NARAYA, i felt lucky i bought mine at thailand. it was so much more cheaper i cld even buy for my mummy nd myself. it was ex in singapore luh.
-fred picked us up and we went to eat at pasir panjang. theres always nice foods with him ard cos he noes exactl where to go =]
- home and webcam with dear boy. I MISS U BABY. so yes, we are meeting tmr!

okayes. got to go.. do up some ppt slides. lucky lessons starts at 12 tmr =]

2008-06-22T00:40:00.000-07:00

when was the last time we went to marina south pier? i miss everything there. sighs

2008-06-19T11:01:00.000-07:00

ok, some more pics.I HAD A GREAT TIME SHOPPING TDY! SO LOTSA CLOTHES FOR SCHOOL. WHEEEHEEE. will blog on maybe saturaday for the details of this week =]] da jie is back from genting! =]

2008-06-18T12:17:00.000-07:00

sneak preview on the pic.have to wait till baby pass me the whole thumbdrive first eh. meanwhile. I AM TIRED.nights.

phuket fantasea! my baby and me =]

2008-06-14T05:01:00.000-07:00

HELLO. I M BACK FROM PHUKET WITH MY BABY BOY! IT WAS SO SO SO FUN!!! haas. It was quite hard to believe that 2 yrs ago it had been struck with tsunami. Baby and i felt that the people living there are really blessed, they get like really clean, peaceful beautiful beaches, excet in patong beach(the place was filled with tourist, particularly the caucasians. filled with stalls and a big big shopping centre=], pubs, clubs, thai women..., nightlife was really good there)but oh wells, baby and i stayed at CENTARA KARON, karon beach there, very very very peaceful, 15mins drive to patong only. it was a four star hotel and the service there are really superb. people there, caucasians, everyone was very friendly. baby booked the room with a seaview so when we wake up in the mrng, we can sit on the bed and watch the big blue sea. ><

i am so waiting for the photos baby and i took in his cam. trust me its gonna be a lot a lot of photos. haaas. maybe i shall name the places we went and wad we did there. sighs, i miss there so much now, maybe becos there is baby! i love u dear boy, thanks for the trip and everything. =]]

fri:
-baby drove my aunts, mummy, me and bro to johor and had secret recipe at citysquare. cheesecake was reely good,i can see i am growing fat :C
-went out with cousin nd stuffs, chat with baby =]

sat:
-wedding, wedding ,wedding

sun:
- shopping for lingeries. bought like 4 bras, sounds mad but it was really nice and comfortable.
-went out to spore. home sweet homw =]

mon:
- went out with baby for one whole day to shop for things for the trip.
- went to IMM, then bugis then the national library to borrow the books about thailand, phuket.
- went to see his client then xiao bai(car) battery was dead. waited with baby for the person to come and repair then was home sweet home.
-went home and packed my luggage. talked to baby and slept at 4 :C

tues:
-woke up by mummy so early in the mrng, got changed, pack some lastmin stuffs.
-baby arrived in cab and then we proceeded to airport.
- checked in baggage, walked ard and then board the plane to phuket!!!!
- reached and there were a driver from hotel to pick us up from airport. the driver was super nice, kept telling us where to go and stuffs.
- checked in hotel and we were so tired cos of the jet lag and took a nap. woke up and went for dinner and walked ard the shops ard the hotel.
- baby did a suit!!!!! looks really hot and nice in it=]] met a sweden man and woman, both nice people so they were telling us where to dine nd stuffs.
-bought like foods and stuffs to eat in hotel.
-went back to hotel, watch tv, sleep.

wed:
- HAPPY 1 MONTH BABY=]
- woke up and had our breakfast at hotel restaurant. breakfast was really good=]
- after that was going back to hotel and nap agn then took shuttle bus from hotel to patong for shopping=]
-reached jungceylon and walked ard, proceeded to the stalls. bought like so many things there, and i meant a lot. baby bought like shades.. straw hat.. couple tees for me. HAA. i bought like biknis, bangles for myself and clar, got dresses too..got for da jie, cheryl baby, myself.
-so we took photos at patongbeach also and then proceeded to jungceylon to dine in a gd restaurant. very nice ambience with courteous waiters/waitresses and nice foods. baby intro me thi paht thai thing which tasted so nice and now i am addicted to it. haas.
-took a cab back to hotel and went online and stuffs cos baby brought laptops to watch news andkeep tracks of the shares

thur:
-baby and i joined a nice england man for breakfast.
-after the sumptious breakfast we proceeded to the beach. my heart felt really calm and serene at the beach. it was that peaceful, you would just forget everything and enjoy the breeze slapping on your face. walked along the beach with baby, felt so blissed=] lied down on the beach bench..it was a peaceful peaceful feeling.
-went back to hotel and changed to our couple wear. went to laguna presentation, asking you to sign up the membership -.-
- wasted time there and then went back to hotel and went to shopped ard our hotel. got presents for emy and mummy and bro.
-went to havedinner and did medicure and pedicure. did not do acrylic cos you have to keep putting refills. baby did foot massage. and now i've got pretty pretty nails. teehees with beautiful flowers. =]
-went back to hotel. =]

fri:
-breakfast with the england man with baby and then we went back to hotel and got our stuffs and went off to watchalongtemple. it was a famous temple there so we decided to go pray pray.
-went to the shops ard there and bought skirt and dress for mummy.
-went back and headed to spa straight. so we had a spa, head to toe massage, facial, jacuzzi, steam room. it was so relaxing, i slept almost throughout the massage. HAHA.
- rushed back to hav dinner at BIG MAMA, serves good food. collected babysuit and 3 tops. and rushed back to the bus to phuket fantasea!
- phuket fantasea was a cultural thempark kinda.haas. everything in there looks so enchanted >< took lotsa photos and baby bought doggy toy for me=] and got furry pouch pouch. =]] wore the thai costume with baby and took souvenier photo. HAHA. went in and watched the show, it was very very nice=] i love their costumes and the animals were so so tamed. i want an elephant as pet :C
- back to hotel and then watch tv with baby till late and slept.

sat:
-woke at at 6am. prepared and checked out.
-baby book a car from hotel and then went to airport.
-booked in luggage and then went to shop at naraya, becos the bags are really cute. very very cute. i bought one light pink ribonny bag and a balck bag for mummy. hee. baby bought for his mummy too, i love the bags there, so princess=]
-SAW JACELYN AT THE AIRPORT. hahahahas. talked talked talked. girls luh. talked talked.HAHA. didn get to call her cos my old phone dun have her number. sighs.
-reached singapore and baby and me went to get alcohols and gt his perfume.wanted to get dior lippies but decided to stick to korean ones.
-got luggages and baby and me decided to eat at T3. cos we didn go there b4. took skytrn to T3. =] walked ard and ate.
-cabbed to baby's place first and then he sent me home.

sighs.i really missed the trip a lot a lot. had strengthen the bonds with baby after the trip and many thought we were on honeymoon, hahahas. anyhows, i just love babyboy so much, more trips to come with him. loves. so after the trip i am going to be a good girl and do works and stuffs. study my stocks, projs. roars. ok, promised to upload the pretty pics when baby sent them ovr. =]

2008-06-05T22:08:00.000-07:00

ok, back to blogging after emo-ing for so long. i guess loss of a bag is always better than losing myself. so i celebrated my belated birthday with my dear girls and yes, they truly make me feel so blessed. i m so blessed to have you girls, loves =]

so tues i make a wasted trip wanting to collect my SIM card then ltr met cheryl yeo baby at clem. twins for the day. teehees. then we went to walk ard cos the 2 girls haven reach yet and don't know where they are loitering ard ( actl they have reached and am buying my gift and planning surprises. HAA)

so cy and me walk ard taka and cy had foiled the plan by sending me the sms suppose to send to them. HAA. but then those girls always have like PLAN ABCDEFGHIJKLMN,i tot they had foiled it but ok.. read on to find out...

reached nydc and had my birthday dinner with them, then suddenly after eating,all the surprises came in.. LAO DA IS HERE!!!!!
AND SHE TOLD ME SHE CLDN MAKE IT, making me felt a little sian. THEN THEY GAVE ME A VERY BIG BALLON WITH FLOWER AND BELL. TEEHEES.then the theres the NYDC CHOCOLATE CAKE!!!! which i totally dig it =] i felt so princessy, and like everyone was staring

surprise 2: CLAR PASS ME A BIG CARD WITH ALL OUR PHOTOS INSIDE! OMG. I WAS SO SPEECHLESS AND KEPT CHANTING OMG. i love my girls.

surprise 3: they ask me to close my eyes and then put a guess wallet on my hands. i was so shocked. so very shocked.sighs.. my silly girls <3

took photos withthem. FINALLY A FULL CLIQUE. LOVES. I MISS LAODA SO MUC, tot she wasn coming back to us anymore. but through ytd i can feel that her heart is pretty much with us.=] got to meet up more girls ><

cabbed home and read the card, was tearing in the cab, yes my dear girls out friendship will only grow stronger in yrs to come. muacks. i don't know how i can live without u girls.

caught sex in the city with my baby boy, 2hrs plus bitch flick. nice though lengthy, i was like thinking if thegirls and me wld grow up to be like them. HAAS, because we simply look like them now. haa. went to hav supper with my dear baby and went home. i am so gonna miss him when in malaysia. but nvm, i look forward to our holiday baby. thanks so much for everything. I Love You.

some pics, got to scoot of to pack some stuffs. =]

2008-06-02T08:37:00.000-07:00

I LOST MY WHOLE BAG.HP. NEW CAM. WALLET.. EVERYTHING.. BIG LOSS. I M SO NVR GONNA BE DRUNK AGAIN. NO MORE THIS KINDA LIFE FOR ME. sighs. i make everyone so worried.
BIG APOLOGISE.

and then i realise how much my parents love me. and how much everyone cares. thanks.
NO PICS.. ilost my hp and cam... sighs the pics were really hot nd nice luh. baby was looking great dat night, everyone was in fact.

early sat mrng, took poa test. went well and went home changed. baby picked me up and surprised me with roses and a guess bag. that sweet boy got me a very nice one. so dress code for that night was dressed to kill and we really did. HAAS.

baby boy and me went to dine at a very nice restaurant at holland v cos he wants to have steak. it was so nice just being with him=]] becos hes the first guy i celebrate my birthday with, affinity baby, right?

then move on to walk ard vivo cos too early for st james. so went to st james ard 10 plus. then everyone got check excpt baby and me. EVERYTHING WAS SO SMOOTH LUH.roars. had tequila shots and baby had his drinks too.. then found a table!! wheees. so baby ordered beer tower and then freddie andda jie reached. the party was socrazy so fun. drank, five ten andstuffs. so 12 and i cut my cake! teehees, thanks fred nd da jie!. so shared the cakes with da jie's frens. nd we all ate some. after that baby dear and me went to dance like nobody business. haas. but it was gd at least theres someone to protect u.

went back and baby ordered henessy. took lotsa crazy pics.. treated the malays then my last memory was each person took henessy bottle and drankand took pics with the malaygirls and then iwas knocked out. so they said:

- i broke many glasses and henessy bottle and stuffs
- freddie ordered 4 lambos and and i drank lambo which i didn know
- then i sit on floor nd slept..
-dragged me home and stuffs
-ok. i dun wish to carry on.. it was reely bad..

however, thanks everyone, thanks baby esp for making mefeel really blessed, though the aftermath wasbad.
i love u dear boy <3

mummygave me angbao in the mrng.. daddy brought me to eat unique seafood atturf city with his fren's family. uncle gave me an angbao too. but mood was pretty lousy.
econes test tdy.. bad. :C met up with jessie darling. sighs, i miss her a lot. so she bought eye shawdows for me as my bday gift. that girl, can still remember last time how fun our class are. and till now i still gt many things to talk to her. roars.

thenda jie came nd we went to bugis. shopped for all my makeups. collected back almost everything. =] then ltr baby was ard there so he came to meet me nd da jie for tea.
sighs, his eyes, prays that everything is fine and no scars. he must still be handsome luh! lol. shopped with sze more and then talk with her agn, freddie came and we went to hav the chilli fish..yaye.

sighs.. if only there are pics. and BBC IS CELEBRATING WITH ME TMR. miss those girls and i got to strive for blaw. ><

and i want to do my hmewrks on stocks during my hols. so gonna see which ones to buy. baby bring me to other seminars also!!!! ><

2008-05-26T01:46:00.000-07:00

看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡的着
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕会绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

suddenly i went back to listen to jay's songs agn. lotsa memories, ok i know why, thanks to my bro who kept playing. he is like emo-ing cos his gf is off to sarawak for a week.

sighs, common test is coming and worse of all it falls on my birthday. 31st is like POA and after that would be hanging with my dear baby and sze and her bf. 1june would be for bbc i guess.. i dun even know if i can really play, 2juneis macecons, its really important for me, roars.

so yes i am blogging for baby's sake. =]] thur:
formal with jacelyn and the guys . haas, people were practically staring but oh wells =]] aft school and went off to UE square to look for sze baby. went to buy toto with her, haha-.- ended up chatting with this 2 guys buying toto, they tot i was like working nd stuffs.HAA. ok, its no wonder, i dressed like one of the people wrking there. went to hav dinner with fred and sze and then went to partyworld at chinatown to sing sing. ordered beers to drink also.. =]] its long since i drank. baby came and went dwn to hav dimsum with him, silly boy haven had his dinner, then ltr was accomapnying him to get doc frm hisclient nd went hme. he commented i look reely good in office wear. hahas. wheees, wheees, whees, =] i hope i can wear that kinda outfit to sch everyday but i will be branded as weirdo or sth.

fri:
frigging hot day and i almost got a heat stroke. last IAC lesoon, i so miss my tcher. sighs. took cls photo with her cos brilliant kit brought a cam! whees. aft sch went home to rest and met baby at night. he came to fetch me and we went to eat dimsum agn at a new place new mustafa,serve reely reely nice dimsum at reasonable price too. then went to shop with baby at mustafa, and he got many many things for xiao bai(the car),haha, ok, his car is reallya doraemon car, you cancharge hp/ lappy. change in the car cos got lotsa clothes, documents, perfume, soap. mannnns. lol. then saw many bling bling stuffs.. BANGLES! so he bought me bangles. whees. andgot one for da jie too. teehees. paid and left. oh and there were transvetites there! ><

sat:
woke up late and wanted to go msia but didn went. thanks to the jam. then my auntie came ovr to pass me "zongzi" haas, she told me to pass 2 to baby, lol. baby fetch her to find her son at tiong. ah yi commented he looks young,mans. but ok luh, he does look young and still got check when he clubs.haha.then we went off to cathay to buy tics. after that we went to bugisand have our dinner then aft that i went to extend my hair. i don't know if myhair had grown longer or sth but the extended hair seems to be the same length as my real hair lo.. like no diff.. roar. wasted like 20 bucks. shd hav gone payalebar!!!

went back to cathay to wait for our movie to start. meanwhile using his lappy, eating nd stuffs, dat explains y i am fat. roars. like really gain weight nowadays. sad. INDIANA JONES IS LIKE SO FRIGGING NICE YOU PEOPLE MUST SO WATCHIT. though storyline prdictable but everything was so so good. you wun take ur eyes off the screen. WATCH IT WATCH IT! haas. after that baby sent me home. =]]

sun: woke up and was inform to get my ass to changi airport for project. ROARRRS. in the ed only JF me, jacelyn and jf gf were there. makinglotsa noise at the macs. haas then walk ard with jacelyn to wait for baby to pick me up. sent jacelyn to bedok then he send me home. that sweet boy got me my favourtie tutu kueh, cos i didn get to eat last wk. now you see why i love him so much, does many sweet things w/o me telling him <3

home and he came up toslack for a while. after that wasonline talkingto my babe elaine! i so so so so miss that girl, roars. so i am so gonna meet her to bitch oneday after exams! sighs, both of us had lotsa common topics to talk bout, like practically anything on earth i can talk to her. haaas,and this fren was so funny

me: huh? going away for 1 wk?
*****: yea, to somewhere far
me: oh why? wheres the place?
*****: going back for reservist
me: HAHAHA.

ok, i must understand its a chore to do that. lol. but i was so dope i actually believe he was reely going like somewhere far. haas.

for now i am so goingto mug mug mug. baby promised me holidays after my exams. wheees. yea, i do need a break. seriously.

2008-05-21T09:27:00.000-07:00

i'll be you wish, i'll be your dream,i'll be your fantasy.
not really in a wonderful mood, am just a lil oversensitive i guess. looking forward to tmr's formal, gosh, daddy and mummy commented i look very nice in that.. which i guess it good because the skirt was so ex.:C

mon:
vesak day and woke up to prepare and then baby came to fetch me to amk hub there. went to walk around there because everything there seems foreign to me. bought foods and went to his house. lucky is sososososo cute. ok, lucky's the cute maltese of his.played with him, fed him food and watch tv with his mummy. our fav taiwan show!=]
took a nap and then woke up and went off to dinner with him, his mummy was a nice frenly person=]sent me home earlycos sch's on the nxt day.

tues:
school. school. migraine. migraine. missed cha cha and baby was being so sweet he came down to fetch me home despite him having a bad headache too. was so worried for him ytd but glad he is feeling bttr.

wed:
dss test, poa test. was still ok lo for the both of them. then skipped mgt lecture. met douglas and talked for a while b4 gng lib to study with the guys and jacelyn nd sookuan.=] fell asleep when studying then met billy at atrium!!!he treat me strawberry drink, virgin try on the drink but it was sooooooo niceeee=] silly guy ask me to go watch vegas once agn cos he got tics today but i got to meet up with my sisters and get my skirt. sorry boy, nxt time, ice cream!ponned poa lecture and met up with sisters at clem. did our brows bought bangles and went to school to get our testimonials. talked to several teachers.. sighs, missed my sec school days... rushed down to town later and got my skirt then walk around and talk.. girls talk=]
baby dear came dwn to fetch me, wanted to catch soccer but its too late. i hope chelsea wins though. HAA ate taohuey and packed for our family and he sent me home.

more pictures up later perhaps. just kinda moody and dun feel like posting much. PMS. and i must go on a diet!! i must! >< yogurts for me everyday only.

2008-05-18T09:02:00.000-07:00

yeopps, my perfume finally!=]]

woke up so late today which is good. baby went to batam today so today i took the chance and did some studying. daddy came back today and got me my perfume and some polo tops for golfing. -.- luckily he got me white! if he got me those weird bright colours i would just chuck it aside. AHHH.. i love the perfume, its so nice, da jie's recommendation. I MISS BABY! I MISS BABY. and i miss da jie too, hope tmr can see her or sth. am passing her my gucci envy me perfume cos i dun like the smell, though packaging is nicee =]

after that, mummy and daddy went to turf club, some vip section thingy. >< cos i think his friend got a horse running. then later they fetch me and bro for dinnner and went to the comapny and look at things and got home.

okies.. i took many narcistic pictures today. don't laugh, i m just feeling bored. -]

and thanks cheryl!, got a job for some event of audi cars. yaye =]

2008-05-17T11:44:00.000-07:00

camwhoring inside baby dear's car when he went to see his client =]

the orange cushion he got me, so that i can sleep comfortably in his car. hee=]

his guess shades, hees=]

my beloved mirror by sweet boy, loves =]

mon:
stayed at home. did some studying.. webcam with dear boy at night and wished him happy birthday before sleep. hees=]

tues:
school. after sch was usual hangut at 72 and began online shopping with serene and cheryl. haaas, next was cha cha, it was nice though=] dear boy picked me up aft cha cha and we went to bt timah this area beside njc there to have erm oyster and fish feast. The ambience was really good and luckily dear boy booked table, ordered soup and many many oysters, baby dear can really eat a lot! haha, passed him his gift, yepps, its cuff link. aftrer that we rushed to watch what happens in vegas.VERY VERY NICE SHOW I GIVE IT 4.5/5. heeee. went home after that. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN MY BABY =]

wed:
sch was normal as usual. after school was BBC GATHERING TIME. cheryl went with me to get my passport cos later would be gng to jb with dear then we went to trim our hair and then met emy nd clar at bugis. after shopping with them and hanging ard joyce shop to get our skirts and shorts, we settle at bugis hk cafe to hav dinner. baby dear came to join us =] haha, fun moments.

went off first with him and went to jb to pump petrol and wash the car and then went back to singapore agn. was quite surprised we reach singapore so early. yaye. had a really nice jb outing with him. =] i want more! haas, do my naillls!!!

thur:
ok the whole day i was looking forward to end of school to chiong to the isetan private sales and topshop/ dorothy p/ ms selfrige private sale. baby dear came to my school to fetch me and we went off to town. isetan sale is MAD. so sosososo crowded and went to mphosis but only gt a top/dress kinda. thats how pathetic.. they ran out of my sizes luh.luckily gt my lingerie and baby gt me a couple waterbottle with him. HAHA. so baby paid and then we were so hungry we wanted to go alrdy but i was too cuaght up with the cosmetics! then baby bought the anna sui mirror for me. sweet boy =] cos he knows i cannot survive without mirror. loves. paid nd really went off to wisma for dinner. dine at ding tai feng with him. was so fullluh and the mango pudding there is very very very nice. saw the queue at topshop and stuffs. it was mad. I JUST WANTED TO GET MY HSORTS ONLY LO. but the queue was crazy so i didn get. baby gt him and me this fcuk tops. i think his was really nice, not those plain type kinda, went to get my masks from sasa and gave baby dear a few, hee.ahhhh, anyhows i love my babydear =]

he went to my house after that. cos too many shopping bags so he carried up and then slack a while and went off.

fri:
I LOVE IAC! hee. though the slides were really lousy, our interviews were the best best. HAHA. I LOVE MY GRPMATES SIMPLY. aft sch meet up with bro andheaded to town. shop ard wanted to get him top frm topshop but he dun like, after that i got my heels and then played pool with him. dear arrived and drive us to eat at newton. those two silly boys reallycan eat the cockles. rushed for ironman after that.IT WAS ALSO A VERY VERY GOOD MOVIE. 4.5/5! haas, believe dear enjoyed it very much, hee. saw jael my bitch wearing a blazer.OMG.haha. wanted to play pool so went to bt timah.. it was too full so we went to eat at al-amin prata.ate till so full and dear drove us home. wanted to wait for dear called but fell aslp. miss his voice so much.

sat:
both dear and me woke up late. quickly prepared and came and fetch me to see the dental. took out stitch and went to eat at IMM. hees, shopped ard for foods and yogurts.baby cut his hair and then went to ubi and make xiao bai( the car) looks nice nice hahha. his friend and the gf was there, had a gd chat with her and went off to see hi client.ate the famous nasi lemak and went to marina and keppel place. pretty night place to hagout with esp with ur loved ones.had a romantic night and talks there.hee, seriously miss my dear boy so much now =]] being with him makes me feel like i am married, haha he said so too. HAHA.okayes. am going to turnin soon now.. nights pple.. nxt upsate soon... pics! ok a few first. sorry.

2008-05-15T09:26:00.000-07:00

after five days of mc. school has started for me.

now i am certain. past is the past, i won't dwell on it anymore. i have a wonder new life now and am going to continue the rest of the journey with my baby dear/silly boy. HAA. i am so going to be a good girl already because now, its only him him him, da jie and bbc. hees

I WILL BLOG DURING WEEKENDS.. PROMISE! tonight i m so tired i m gng to slp now..nights
i

2008-05-12T01:42:00.000-07:00

okayes.am more consistent in blogging already. so saturday was spent rotting at home to study and sleep and then went out to eat a simple meal cos crystal jade don't allow booking and stuffs. i had to wait till sun then bring mum to go eat. dear boy went home late then we chatted on the phone till morning. ><

sun:
woke up and it was afternoon. prepared and dressed up to go grandma house with mummy and bro. i miss my grandma, it has been a long time since i visit her then she make snacks for me to eat nd stuffs. and she said i've grown prettier!!!! maybe because ytd i wore dress.. -.- asked her out for dinner but she don't want so after that i brought my mummy and bro out to bugis for dinner.

before dinner was shopping around bugis to buy dear boy's birthday present. teehees. then later was to get a top for my mum. hee. after that bro was complaining non stop cos we kept shopping then we went to topshop. and he bought this stupid berms, which i felt it was not worth the price. ok.. whatever, was hungry so i brought mum to liang seah there to eatc at HK cafe, because mum says she don't know where is liang seah st. HAHA. ordered many foods.. main course, dimsums, deserts, drinks, was so full after that i couldn walk. foods there are nice and it wasn really expensive after all =]

went to bugis st to shop and bought like 6 packets of lashes which kinda surprised mum. she thought i was buying like half or one year supply cos i don't usually buy so many at one go. shopped around but didn get any clothes :C ate something and then went home.

waited for dear boy at home to finish his family dinner then he came and pick me up and went to ah mei to have some drinks. left for clarke quay and sat there to talk. i love talking to him. hees. after that went back to ah mei and pack some food for bro and went home. chatted with him on the phone but mind was on the dvd he lend me.. opps. :C he must be damn tired today.. roars. no more late nights no more late nights!

and i hope daddy comes back soon and bring my YSL babydoll perfume back as well. teehees. pictures later!

2008-05-10T00:14:00.000-07:00

woke up and thought today mouth would be so damn swollen but it was ok though. not even very swollen and stuffs so decided to go town and study for blaw and to wait for my dear boy to knock off frm wrk. so da jie was going to town to meet freddie and then she cabbed ovr to fetch me to town. yes i know, was supposed to study but shop a lil and gottn similar top and then its hans with the couple. ate sandwich cos i cannot eat other things and then its to centrepoint tcc to "study" "camwhore" "crap" haas. and i was so happy cos i had my peach yogurt, teehees.

dear boy came down late cos he was busy with work and had his dinner there. sort of having a double date with da jie nd freddie. HAHA. so yes, they are trying to screen him or something and he was still kidding he forgot to wear his shirt and tie. lol. went to cold storage to shop with him nd bought like yogurts seaweed and baby tomatos for me. went to marina south pier to eat the stuffs and enjoy land breeze. i love the feeling =]

then its down to boat quay cos JF called at first and wanted me to go down and then met many people there, all the fun people. hahas, i love my classmates lotsa. then did basic shuffling there with the people. HAHA. and i was whining and asking them to teach me pro ones. those people finished like one martell in 30 mins la. LOL. HAHA. dear boy had whisky there, i was being good girl and didn drink due to medicine and besides i like wines and champanges now, believe it or not. lol. left after a while and headed to eat yong he taohuey at geylang.

was reely dead beat by then and then he sent me home. i miss my dear boy =] and i hope he can accompany me to the isetan private sale since he got the card, yaye.
goodbye people. might be heading to crystal jade or somewhere else to give mummy a treat.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.

2008-05-08T08:41:00.000-07:00

fri:
IS AND CELEBRATED JO'S BDAY. once agnthough a bit late. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOJOJOJOJOJO. HAHAHAS.

sat:
oh my god wad did i do on sat? OH I KNOW. DYE HAIR. met ruth in the afternoon and of course, i was late again. me being me. hahas. WENT TO CUPPAGE THERE TO DYE HAIR AT MISSION. OKAYES EVERYONE, IF YOU WANT TO DYE YOUR HAIR PLS TELL ME, THE DYES ND TREATMENTS THEY USE ARE VERY GOOD AND MY HAIR CONDITION IS STILL AS SOFT AS LAST TIME. no worries, just let me kow since they having promo then can help you book appointment. if not you canrefer to junying blog for my info =]

so andy help me dyed and jovent help me mix the colour all dat and it turns out real nice and i love the colour. faints. junying came to find me later and bought me this cute thingy for me to eat. i miss that pretty girls so much and andy gave me bigcurls which makes me look jappy/ korean. HAHA. walk ard with junying and find ruth and da jie nd freddie send her off to cuppage to the salon and we wentto feast on frog porridge. then it was kallang there then pub at boat quay tgt with my poly classmates!!! HAHA. IT WAS SO FUN LUH I LOVE YOU PPLE! hees

sun:
nothing to do wanted to stay home but feels sian so brayden and me decided to go out at night to hav dinner nd stuffs =] prepared nd webcam with kenny then aft dat brayden fetch me nd we went to newton to eat many sinful fooods. haha. it was mr bean later cos tcc close early nd i shared icecream nd this chocolatey drink with him=] it was geylang ltr to look out for O.O hahhaa u and i know what then hme sweet home.

mon:
JAEL MY BITCH CAME TO CRASH WIH WANXUAN WHICH IS CASSLYN FREN.yaye. TEEHEE. accompany him to look for him fren nd buy sandwich then went back to lecture. ahh i was so happy... aft sch was staying bac eating like cup noodles tgt wsith my clsmates then casslyn me jael nd wx went to sp then c and me left.i went to nyp to find jojo, my shopping partner. teehee. so nyp was so big and saw kengwei there =] small world. then waited for cheryl tan, which change quite a lot. then gng back time.. SAW MY COUSIN ND KW. hahas. so surprised to see him luh. then town with jojo. shopped nd gt shoes nd top with jojo and jael joined later. shared icecream with him then went to bt timah mambo to see the chris bro they all pla pool nd hme sweet hme.

tues:
WAS SO LOOKING FORWARD TO CHA CHA TDY. teehee. break and went to find benedict nd his frens. so we were at library erms playing psp andtalking crap?HAHA. then he treated me tako balls and then wanted donut and he treated me too. thanks so much boy!!!! my treat nxt time. lesson then went to find alex at 72 and then cheryl and serene they all. cehryl nd serene and me were like blog shopping making lotsa noise at ourspace. HAHA. girls r girls. cha cha ltr and then went to eat with hock nd cheryl yeo at bt timah market.. ordered lotsa food cos thur cannt eat anymore. hme sweet hme =]

wed:
had the prettiest feeling cos i look forward aft sch to meet my babies.. bbc!break and went to find BILLY! hahas. that silly boy bought me a precious thots fairy to encourage me for the surgery. and gave me a lollipop!!!!!! had lunch with my clsmates then cls then ITS Cheryl yeo. hee.. went to town and shop with her first and gotten ourselves clothes yet agn. LOL. then eat some light foods at hans with the girls when emy ndclar reached. bitch a lot as usual.HAA. then shop agn and gt oursleves identical cardigans in diff colours this time.LOVES. bbc cardis. =]

brayden came to fetch me to eat agn at kimsenf there and was to marina south pier where we had a lot heart to heart talks which was so nice. pretty night and phoned with him before sleep.

thur: woke up and went on the bus with mum cos she went to be some bus auntie where there are little kids for her to play with. so the kids love me a lot. and this 2 girl called rachel and huixuan kissed me before they alight for sch. HAHA. omg. i love children. bus uncle drove mum nd me to the medicalcenter and mum and me had breakfast first. so went inside for xray then surgery. ROARS. its pain lo :C

so yes swollen mouth now. YAYE. wtf. i hope it subside soon and feast to come. da jie promised me nice foods YAYE. lol

some pics first
=]
nights... roars... swollen teeth so tonight no PLAY for me with kit nd jason :C and hi to six days mc . rooooooaaars

2008-05-01T01:48:00.000-07:00

at the pub =]]

jie jie and me at st james =]

emily and cheryl yeo and me! loves

jacelyn and me at lecture =]

Jael says:
wendy xiao jie
[family #34] <3WENN jiemei1314! says:
jie jie
Jael says:
i crashing NP on monday
teehee, my bitch, no, my "jie jie" is going to crash np.yaye! its been a long time since i saw him, roars. thanks to being sick. i missed all of my friends and my cca and many stuffs. life just so so sad and now i need to take ouT like 4 wisdom tooth, thank god, life cldn hav been anymore miserable than this. so next thur my operation and i hope the docgave me strong anesthetic so that i can sleep and feel absolutely no pain. though i am a little bit scared but i just cannot wait to get rid of the teeth, causing me so much pain i cannot even eat.

went to school late and tay ah bee was still nice luh, the whole lesson was so slack then ltr was lecture and then lunchie with my class. then lessons, wanted to play CS with theguys but wtfbbq i forgot to bring my mouse-.-, so they were like asking me to using touch pad. HAHA. and lesoon ended and cy came to find me at 5th floor =] went to toilet and camwhore and is off to bugis to shop. so each of us burnt a hole in our pockets again buying clothes and stuffs. met emily at junction to hav dinner and is off for more shopping.

after that was clarke quay with my dear darlings to talk and stuffs and received a call from da jie to go down st james. so after talking nd going to toilet to change and stuffs, took mrt to harbourfront and find her nd the boyfren. so whilewalking, steven drove past me, such coincidence. then put my stuffs in her bf's car and went st james, it was so sos so so so freaking crowded and the queue wascrazy, even themembers queue is mad. roars. we metup with steven for a while and then camwhore but pics with steven, i've only got one. -.- decided to change place and went to kampong bahru there to join da jie's bf colleagues. they were a bunch of fun people and now i know how to play dice! nd ytd night i only drank plain water la, they are nice people cos they knew i took med so was only plain water for me =]] played games sang songs and talkand stuffs. after that was home sweet home at four plus and slept like a pig =]

and i have a tooth fairy with me now! billy was so sweet he gave me an mms with a very cute fairy=] was really touched and happy to see that. thanks so much for your concerns all along=] thanks bro too, thanks for everyone who asked me if i m feeling better everyday. its really nice. and my classmates are nicee =]

2008-04-25T06:32:00.000-07:00

life been treating me pretty good and bad. poly ain as easy as it seems. till now i haven gotten all my textbooks yet. omg. and i joined dancesport! chacha! it was so so fun and i sure am obsessed with it. so jason became my dancing partner. hee=]

so i have been having fever for around 3 days. :Ctotally ruined my night life. been out with travers recently and that silly boy got fever as well, must hav spread to him alrdy, my bad. recently went to catch street kings with him, but the show was erm -.-, rate it 3/5, i mean the title mislead me.and i guess too much drinkings and late nights for me hence the fever. ><

been thinking a lot recently before i sleep and even bathing, maybe i should stop this kind of lifestyle and all, i don't know. people often comment on how flirt i am and stuffs and how i have changed a lot, but when i was not i got hurt even more. it always takes me months to forget my exs and stuffs. maybe i should just concentrate on frens, cca, studies and all or just find a goody boyfriend that you know would dotes on you and all. its been quite a while i've been thinking so much. mans, i think i m old alrdy, but oh wells, guys, men, always the root of problem.

was pretty lucky to hav a wonderful IAC ans LMS grp=] so today was shivering like shit and kit offers his jacket, it was nice of him, and jason was nice to keep asking me if i m alright. its the little things that makes me feel blessed after all. and those smses are greatly appreciated.

meanwhile maybe some pictures for u people. i shall blog again soon. projects and many homeworks are killing me. :C

and i miss my da jie, DIMSUM SESSION SOON EH. loves.

2008-04-19T08:48:00.000-07:00

HELLO PPLE I AM GOING TO SHOW YOU SOME SHOCKING PHOTOS. OR RATHER PRINT SCREENS. SO I AM SO TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TODAY BUT I DON'T FEEL LIKE SLEEPING. HMM. so i spend my night webcamming with my pretty darlings so yes, y horrible becos you people wil be looking at ct and me without make ups. HAHA, dun ask me why theres a heart on the face of ct, hahas, she put it there =]

ok updates.
yesterday was having so much fun with my babes. SO AS USUAL YTD WAS SCREW UP DAY I WENT TO SCHOOL LATE AND ALL BUT IT WAS NICE BECAUSE WHEN I WENT IN, THIS FAMILIAR FACE WASSTARING AT ME.haas, JASON. same IS AND IAC CLASS. i feel so frigging happy i know at least someone, so begin knowing other frens like kit kwen, lian da and all, nice people and they are my project mates, MIND U, we are doing a project about peoplewho are not straight, mans. lol

after school was waiting with jason for his frens and da jie. met her and cabbed to sim lim then after that was hk cafe and liang seah with the couple and theysent me of to meridien. was slacking there with some friends then emy babes and clar babes came ltr. but all went home early.. hmm and i went off to find hua and his frens at acid bar. SO YES YES, before steven they all came had a few drinks then aft they came, i got forced to play five ten so ok, nvm, i m damn sporty one oh come on. tsk.
so yes, of course i was dead drunk after that. those people are skillful ones and they kept making me drink :C and its damn stupid to place the toilet all the way at alley bar :C

went to find kenny then afterthat i am too tired, cos ytd basically i had not enough sleep and after that home. and all the webcamming shit. and till now i sitll experiencing hangover. AND NO MORE BEERS FOR ME. SHITSXZXZ. i hav a mini beer belly already, and a little bit more no more bikinis for me. roars.

so bye people. enjoy those photos =] i m going to knock out =]

2008-04-17T06:11:00.000-07:00

ahhh.. i know i hav not been blogging consistently but i m just busy with school stuffs.. ERMS. YEA. SCHOOL STUFFS. DID I MENTION HOW MUCH NGEE ANN ROCKS? OKAYES, FIRST UP WAS BA ORIENTATION. FUN LOVING PEOPLE AND ALL AND EVEN PERFORMING WITH THEM WERE GREAT. besides, a few days were spent meeting carrotxzxz bro and da jie for dinners and supper etc. thenthere were drinkings at dempsey and all. feels so good oh yea, AND BA XMEN IS THE ROCKIEST bunch of people ever. recently, was facial and having braised duck after school at dajie's grandma place=]

SO SCHOOL HAS OFFICIALLY START =] and i was just being the usual talkative me during lectures, and webcamming and making new friends and all. and yesterday was meet up with my girlfriends after school and fun08. wentto town with cheryly to find emy and clar babes. went to fancl and get my stuffs first with cy and was cine to shop further. had dinner and yes, just continue gossiping till the girls felt that they needed more shopping so they left and i waited for kenny to come and pick me up. went to clarke quay to drink with him, had a fun night with him, so almost went to zouk but lecture the next day so he sent me home =]

late for lesson and a bit of hangover tdy. ran out of house w/o combing hair and drawing eyebrows and everything :C so alex and kahhow brought me to my LT cos i don't know how to go. and luckily we have a nice econs lecturer. so lecture break was spent watching youtube ms swan with zane, damn stupid. then after lecture was "shopping" with him in the school and then went to had deserts and foods together. waited for kenny to pick me up then went to his house to watch dvds, after that his mummy and nephew came back and his nephew was damn cute. =] ok, he likes me a lot maybe?hmmm.. lol. his mummy quite a nice lady too, so after that was more movie marathon and home sweet home while he went to play soccer.

nothing much lately except schools on now =] yep. positive attitude! no ponning lectures and tutorials though i missed my workshop already :x see you people. ok some photos.

2008-04-06T08:37:00.000-07:00

my beloved bro!=] he wanted this not me.. shrugs. =]

sighs. if only everyone can have a wish. i would wish dat every unhappy things could be erased quickly or rather humans to not have emotions :c

so this week i returned back to daddy's office to work. and after wrk have been really good except on a few days of meeting frens for dinner and meeting up with my da jie and her bf for dinner and drinking at dempsey. dempsey is a really nice place and the pub we went to has a very nice ambience with jazzy music. yep, its great! had some wines and beers and chit chat with the two of them about many many many things. those two counsellors. haha, so da jie and me got bored and even went to take picture with the bartender.

sat was spend with carrotxzxz bro, has been a really long long time since we havgone out and talked. caught a movie, the three kingdom, pretty worth the money eh. and to reccount, all the movies we caught r damn sadistic >< it was nice and we spend our time in carrefour buying lotsa foods to eat. went to hav vodka and talk about many many stuffs. just hope that you will cheer up soon yea.

woke up late tdy and missed my facial kinda so i called them nd postpone to nxt wk so that da jie can joined me. went down with mummy to the shop to collect my averine cosmetics and then bought pants for school. ate with mum and went to grandma house. talked to cousins and all then i fell aslp in my granny's bed. woke up and went home to catch deathnote. =]

i've nth much to say and not really in the mood. i miss my flower girls alrdy and so glad i m meeting my dear emily,cheryl and clar tmr, have a happy sch day emily and clar babies. i miss my godson and da jie too ><

2008-03-31T07:18:00.000-07:00

currently liking chinese songs, don't ask me why =] the song on my imeem is nice. hehs =]

me, da jie, jie fu =]

hello people.I KNOW I HAVE A SEXY TAGBOARD FULL OF SPAMMERS -.- i don't understand whats so fun stating things that are not true of another person but oh well, so be it.

so yes my flowers rdshow ended ytd. ROAR ROAR. ROAR. i miss the job and all my girls now. and yea, the pretty flowers. so i was pretty sick this week and now i am voiceless. cool eh. I HAVE 1MILLION PICTURES TO UPLOAD AND TODAY I HAVE A WHITE MALTESE PUPPY AS MY GOD SON =] went to plaza sing to shop for clothes and bought some puppy treats for my god son. hes very very cutesy k =] went to have dinner and ate wanton mee with my da jie and her hubby, then was more shopping at OG for some cute foods to bring to office tmr. yes, i am a workaholic. HAAS.

mon:
giving out flowers. then was meeting up with emily they all, we quarraled at clarke and patch back there. oh yes, dat day was wrking with angie and amanda babes. hehs, so went to clarke to shop and got a ST LOUIS school bag for school. WHEES. but a big big big hole in my pocket agn. then was home pretty early.

tues:
had a stupid fever and sharon was nice to buy me panadols. =]so i gave flowers till made frens with the wrking pple there. was wrking with my cheryl and huiyi darlings, went to play pool during the break and yea they taught me many things so i actl improved =] went back to work or rather gossip and bitchings and then ruth picked up 2 step up tics so yea free movie y not nd was bugis to watch the show.. BRILLIANT. hehs.

wed:
SICK TILL DUNO WAD SHIT BUT LAZY TO SEE DOC. then went off to find my da jie and then went to shop at town. bought clothes from CHAOS cos they are having a discount and we needed clubbing wears. then hungry so jie fu brought us to eat frog porride at lavander. had many other foods too. then was shopping at raffles city and ate strawberry crepes at out of pan. so freaking good. nd was home sweet home.

thur:
finally cannot stand my sore throat and went to see doc, got scolded badly and weihua called and say give me two bottles of liquor can cure alrdy. wowow, then i think i will be dead tmr. met up with sze and off to town to walk walk and cathay to visit him, so we atedian xin first and then went to the shop and look for him. aft that i went to redeem the movie tics for shutter and sze went off. i went back to the shop and went for dinner with him and then went to the shop to slp/ rest. aft that we chiong like mad for our movie. wtf, it is nice and scary luh. so was home sweet home =]

fri:
working with my darlings janice cheryl anf huiyi at wisma there. so we spent the time sun tanning under hot sun lo while giving flowers. then spent break time bitching at food republic and dolling up there. so huiyiwas being nice and help me make up, and tot me how to put eye shawdow. and yes, looking diff now!!! ruth came so we have 5 flowers girls that day cos janice joined in the fun.. hahas, nice girl. and we spent our time waiting for flowers playing pepsi cola and a photographer was so fascinated and took photos of us. SO DUMB. aft dat was dinner with weihua at vivo and ruth joined us. so we ate at tecca =] trained with him to clarke quay and he went off to meet his frens while i wait for emy dear. talk a while and went home early =]

sat:
wrking and break was eating at far east with ruth, huiyi and angie. ruth and angie went shopping while huiyi and me went to slack all ard eating fruits cos we r 2 sick people. settle at places and kept on talking. went off to taka to find her fren to eat and off to wrk agn. aft wrk was dinner with da jie and her hubby, yea, i love them becos they always call me to join them for dinner. silly people =]] so we went to some restaurant at farmart to eat the german pig trotter and had beers and wines. super good ambience and food was damn good. dat night i slp so super well becos of the wines .. whees

sun:
last day of giving flowers and was quite sad. wrked with janice and meiyan babes agn!!! heees. break time was spent dolling up and stuffs and i help all of them put on eye shadows. hahas =] wrked and da jie came to help me give out flowers. LOL and then dinner with her nd jie fu agn! hahas, cos they say they wanna bring me go eat fish. super full dinner and went to lucky chinatwn to sing k. YES, WITH MY SUPER SEXY VOICE. hees, sore throat was gone but my voice is reely sexy now. aft dat was home sweet home and carrotxzxz was being nice he came up to my hse and passed me the chocos he bought for me. and there are nougets!!! =]] i love my bro, hee=]

so i m gnna take a rest now eh, enjoy the pics and there will be more luh, not gnna post so many tdy. =]

2008-03-23T06:47:00.000-07:00

hello, sorry for the lack of blogging but due to the hectic schedule and the roadshow, its inevitable. daddy got VIEWTY for me, so yepp, I DON'T NEED TO USE HIS N95. GREAT EH? CARROTXZXZ, SAME PHONE AS YOU OK!!! =]

thur:
first day working at taka. so yepp, taka people are more civilised but the security guards are reely stupid. after work was movie with weihua, rule no. 1 is scary one please and its really sadistic. after that was supper with him then talk a lot and went home to sleep ><

fri:
ok.. roadshow -.- good friday many people, so today was wrking with cheryl and huiyi babes. go to cheryl blog for exact conversation with the security guard. SHES SO DAMN FUNNY ON, lol. was very tired after work then daddy they all pick me up for dinner and went to grandma house. I MISS MY GRANDMA, WHEEES.

sat:
location is still at taka and today was with meifen and amanda. HAHA, so lunch time was shopping for lashes, WARAOS, i know but we are girls.then was working time again and believe me we finish giving the flowers quite fast even though it arrived near 7pm. ROARRS. sze and freddie came to pick me up for dinner and my silly jie jie actually help us gave out flowers too. HEE. then was steamboat with them at bugis area there. ate many many things until i was sodamn full. the couple sent me to cathay to look for weihua then accompanied him to go eat sth but of course i didn eat luh, then a call from jordan nd was dwn to st james. went to boiler room, seriously that place is really for me. SO WE DRINK DRANK DRUNK DANCE. hahas, it was so so so fun and the liveband was good because the music were RnB. the peoplethere were not bad and got to know some people there too=] everything over then was home with weihua =]

sun:
cabbed to work then it was flowers lo, but i was reely very tired nd fainty.. wanted to die while working. TDY WAS WRKING WITH WENYAO AND ANGIE AND CLAR DARLINGS. haaas, we had so much to talk and camwhore like mad tdy because angie owns a pretty cam. HAHA, WAITING FOR HER TO SEND PICS OVR. wheee. so we got to know two girls from osim doing a rdshowtoo and some girls from the MIO booth. HAHA, THIS JOB IS GOOD =]aft that is HOME. so yaye here i am nd gonnago sleep soon. TMR IS RAFFLES PLACE. ROARRS. YES.. AGAIN =] GOD BLESS ME.

2008-03-19T09:39:00.000-07:00

RECENT INCIDENTS HAS BEEN REELY FUCKED UP. FUCK EVERYTHING. ROARS. so yes basically i lost my whole clique and sorry clar for foiling your birthday. hope you like the top.

sat:
went down to sign contract for the flowers roadshow job =]
joyce jie jie shop to talk to her.
dragonfly with sze and her cousins nd their friends, nice experiece and played five ten which gt me so drunk but luckily therec was her cousin to take care of me. tracy was also nice she brought me to toilet and all.

sun:
headache.
facial, blowed ard 900 plus on package and other things, CONGRATS ME =]
home. tired. sick. sleep. eat and slp.

mon:
went to raffles place to work. reporters, photographers surrounded you to take photos and yes basically you can smile till your mouth is numb. then break and went hunting for clar gift so we left little time to eat then is back to work and cameras time.aunties basically just snatch flowers from you, dun be amazed. adrain let us go quickly and each gave a bouquet of flowers to take home ><
ate with sze da jie and freddie at clarke quay. THANKS FOR THE TREAT =] waited a long time before they arrived and then quarraled and all and went home. FUCK UP night.

tues:
angie and wenyao replaced hui yi and cheryl sortuh and i got new friends again! hahas, they are nie people like seriously. had lunch tgt at pizza hut at marina and it was shopping again. then back to work. huiyi came down and then the flowers finished by 6.15. -.- went to funan to find junliang and he took photos of me with his nikon =] did many stupid poses with my flower and many people were practically looking at me. HAHA. then it was brewerks with sze's cousin, jorden and steven. THE BEERS AT BREWERKS ARE FIERCE ONE LUH. was tipsy tipsy. then aft that we decided to go vogue at boat quay to chill. nice place cause small small quiet quiet. stupid one took photos with them. haha. then sze's cousin cabbed me home and went home himself, haas, the cab fare must be crazy 0.0.

wed:
HAD LOTSA FUN TDY wrking with jun ying and amanda.lovely people they are and of cause pretty that is =] so we slower the speed of giving away flowers today and aft that was marina again for lunch. i swear we were at yoshinoya talking like so many things, had a really wonderful girls talk with them, then it was shopping time. went to see cosmetics and all, i knows its damn bimbotic. haas. then return to work. most of the time we are taking pictures. HAHAHAH. so crazy with them luh and then toilet tgt and went separate ways and before leaving we actually gave each other hugs. so i met sze da jie at bugis and wanted to do nails but time luh, so freddie ad sze sent me and ruth to cathay and i went off to meet sze's cousin for dinner. walked around at the shop nd wait for him then went to the jap restaurant downstairs to eat. so we didn ordered any main dish just grab sushis and salmons and those dishes kinda things and yes we were alrdy full. so had a nice talk with him mainly on life lo. then we went back to the shop to wait for him talk to customer and close shop, then homeeeeee><

pictures soon i promised!right now is bathe and sleep and forget fucked up things.

2008-03-13T09:32:00.000-07:00

upload 2 pictures first. presenting to you my BFF ><

hahas. ZOUK WAS FUN WITH GREAT COMPANY OF AARON, CASEY, HELMY, JOTHAM, RUTH, CLAR, BEN HIS FRENS ND MANY MORE. shall elaborate more on weekend. CHIONG WORK TMR!!! thanKs weessze dear nd jie fu for the treat just now. I MISS YOU ALRDY DEAR =]

carrotxzxz, not sure if you do read my blog in aust, but you take care eh!!!

nights darlings, i hope the days pass quickly..

2008-03-10T05:48:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE. I M BACK! been busy lately working for 7 days a week for goodness. but oh well, busy is good. i m going to occupy myself with more jobs from now onwards, i can earn more money, i can forget things when i m too tired too.=] going down for a casting tmr, bringing clar along too for an easy job with good money and daily allowance. just have to stand there and give out things and hopefully i get the job, roars!

IT SHOW 2008 WAS VERY GOOD AND THE SALES WAS NOT BAD TOO. anthony was a very nice boss, though look strict, funny at times and my colleagues r a bunch of fun people. haha. now i miss them a lot a lot, NEXT IT SHOW COME QUICKLY PLS!we even have madonalds and after the show, we were given many things and 2 free movie vouchers. each person. TURNING GREEN RIGHT PPLE??

1ST DAY IT SHOW.
met with yanzu nd he brought me to the convention hall. worked nd stuffs with cheryl selling microsoft hardwares. sales was good but very tiring. called cedric and he came to fetch me and went to eat nasilemak, then home >
2nd day:
carrotxzxzx came to the show to visit me! haha. and the silly him bought 700 bucks worth of memory cards??? aaron came to pass me my pay for the santarina and then amber came later >< after the show was suppose to meet with jojo nd frens but didn,then yea carrotxzxz fetch me home.

3rd day:
SAT WAS REELY CROWDED, OMFG, ND MENSES CAME. WTF. MUMMY WENT TO ITFAIR ND PASS ME NORMAL PANADOLS, WHICH HAS NO EFFECT AT ALL. clar and ruthie were such a dear they bought me the menses pills. anthony asked me to rest so was feeling btr alrdy. he said i look as pale as a paper. brother was holding big speakers so we cabbed home tgt with cy =]

4th day:
uncle and irene jiejie fetch me to work and i bought my lappy!I HAD A WONDERFUL BREAKFAST OF soyamilk nd youtiao, thanks to cheryl baby! so we chiong sales all the way!!! hahas. sales was not bad too. so this guy was so funny i force him to buy 2 mouse which is the same becos i wana cleared stock. he really bought it. 80 bucks each. aft he left i went o purchase my thing nd he appeared behind me asking for my number, nd he wouldn go if i dun give, so i ask him to buy anotherm ouse from me. HAHA, but ok luh i was not that mean he alrdy bought 2 for nothing, buy one more to waste? i gave him and he missed call me on the spot nd ask me to save his number. OMG. weirdest guy ever i've met. pack and chit hcat session with colleagues.I MISS THEM :c then went to clarke to meet the girls to hang ard. hee, cabbed home with cy.

so today went to do up my school fees thingy and everything with my mummy so i reached home at around 3 plus. just feeling sick and all and wanted to stay at home bt recived a call from aaron to go down to bugis for casting madness, i haven even prepare luh so he postpone it tmr!yaye!

goodbye carrotxzxz, take care of yourself ok and catch you online. BON VOYAGE, take pretty photos back!and my koala bear.=]

i do miss you after all

2008-02-29T22:11:00.000-08:00

woke up with a throbbing pain inside my head :C i guess i had a bit too much ytd. ytd was the best day with the girls and guys.lets go riverine someday again people =]

so i went to work and surprisingly i reach earlier, waited for jojo to come online but she didn work ytd because she slept at 5am. goodness. theres this angmoh who came into the office and believe me, hes absolutely gorgeous, i meant good looking. he went like: hey, you;ve got a new pretty lady here. and my aunt goes, shes my boss daughter and he went like: whoots. OMG. i keep peeping at him because hes so hot. AHAHAS. told jojo online and she went like, i bet u must be smiling in front of the com. hell yea, i m! hahas. met jojo and emily darlings at harbour front. bought tickets and went inside sentosa to company emily to take her workwear and find jotham. have been such a long time i visited sentosa, last visit was with family to stay at the resort which is about 2-3 yrs ago. so jojo and me went to palawan beach to camwhore while emily went to take her uniform. went to restaurant to find her. the restaurant is very very very pretty, nice ambience for couples and i heard from them you have like, 4 types of wine in a meal, goodness. HAHA. so the boss ask jojo and me if we want to work but nope, office is best with msn. haha.another guy gave us drinks while we sit there waiting for jotham. because emily haven taken her first meal of that day and jojo and me were hungry, we went to camp at 711 to eat instant noodles, banana, sandwiches. HAHA. jotham and jason came to find us and went to meridien. cheryl and clar went there to find us. and cheryl and me were like some mad woman running around to look for pads for emily. emily! you owe us one mans =]

after that talk at meridien and went to riverine to drink. ordered bucket of budweiser, tequila sunrise and cosmopolitan. sat there and chat and take pictures and believe me even the guys take pictures too. HAHA. mood wasn very good and didn want to waste the drinks so i drank finish almost everything.so yes after that i couldn walk straight. sorry for making you people worried. clar sent me to the main road to wait for taxi and before i alight, the taxi driver told me not to drink so much. i didn even drink a lot -.- went home to bathe and slp like a log.

upload picturs later when cheryl and emily darlings have sent it over. i miss you girls already, meet up soon darlings. don't worry guys, i am fine =] loves.

2008-02-28T07:49:00.000-08:00

MAD SEXY COOL BY BABYFACE.

baby, oh yeah
baby, oh yeah

You don't ever bring no drama to the game
and my drama don't be scaring you away
you don't ever talk to much
exactly just enough
you know how and when and where and what to say

it ain't like i gotta tell you your so fine (your so fine)
you been gettin' complements since you was nine (damn)
its like your perfect (...)
a diamond in the rough
I knows you give me nothin' else but love (love)

You are such a mad sexy cool girl
how does someone turn into you girl
how do you explain
what you do
what you say
how you be
how you play
how you love
everyday
how your constantly the same
how you give
never hate
and you don't ever change
be consistently that way
your a mad sexy cool girl, and i love you that way
baby, oohhhhh

you be ruling with a certain shade of cool (shade of cool)
i don't know no body half as fresh as you
i be checkin' your behavior
oh baby you got so much flavour
sometimes i wanna call you juicy fruit (juicy)

it ain't like i gotta tell you your a star (your a star)
you be shining and be sparkling in the dark
girl you so perfect (...)
you my diamond in the rough
i know you give me nothin' else but love

You are such a mad sexy cool girl
how does someone turn into you girl
how do you explain
what you do
what you say
how you be
how you play
how you love
everyday
how your constantly the same
how you give
never hate
and you don't ever change
be consistently that way
your a mad sexy cool girl, and i love you the same

hmm, really sweet song. jojo darling sent it over nd i have listened to like almost 10 plus times alrdy, because its dat nice. hey darling, i totally understand what you are going through and because we are girls, we hav to be strong!!!! just remember that you have lotsa chums around yea, and me!!! every morning msn chat till finish work eh. lets drink till good tmr with emily and cehryl darling=]
just had a great dinner with great comapny of jojo, emily and cheryl, ate like super many things and if you were there you would probably go, WTF AT THE AMOUNT OF FOOD WE ORDERED.haha. i've calculated. I AM GOING TO BE RICH WOMAN SOON. haha, JOJO TOO!!!! hope we get our pay by end of feb then its shopping time. =]]

ytd was meeting up with seniors. hehs, was happy to hav dinner with them at westmall and saw mr chan along the way to take bus, hes like still the ever so nice teacher and his ever bright smile =] anw, meet up soon dearies!!! loves.

TMR IS THE DAY, WHO YOU GIRLS GOING TO PROPOSE TO EH? its said that the guy won't reject you huh so go try. meanwhile i shall go try hitman agent 47, i don't mind agents 1-46 though, yes becos they are hot and sexy. haha. nights i am off to slp with agent 47. HAHA, I WISH.

!

2008-02-26T03:55:00.000-08:00

didn go to work for today because i woke up feeling wobbly and weak, measured temp and found out that i m having a fever. mum fed me medicine and tucked me back to bed and there i slept till afternoon. saw jojo's sms, sorry darling, roti prata soon ok! and cheryl yeo got her VIEWTY, so much for losing her phone ytd, blessing in disguise eh? so yes, we agreed to get the same phone and emily you agreed to so you better not change to PRADA PHONE. roars.

sunday was a nice day because i slept a lot and woke up and called jotham. met them at plaza sing, before that was finding my wrk skirts but somehow i've to ask my mummy first because it does look raher weird and would be wasting money, if she think its ok as school reopen during presentation times i can wear, would be gng back to buy it.ahh.. OL! HAHA. cabbed to jotham place which is like in the east (i live in the west fyi). his house is beautiful and his cat is really fat and its timid. but its adorable *note i rarely say cats are adorable, omg.played mahjong and was losing like shit but won a lot form them later.his maid prepared dinner and we went to eat after playing a few rounds, his maid is a good cook, blessed kid. went to cold storage and got milk and fetch ruth and helmy say i am more ahlian than jojo. :C continued mahjong and jojo, greg and aaron came over. WHHEEE. after mahjong was slacking in jotham's room with them reading maxim and yrbook. he's one horny guy in the mind luh, i am sure many people agree on that. haha.

waited in the busstop and wanted to go supper but no keys so i took cabbed home with greg and aaron. the cab uncle gave me his number so that next time i want to take cab can ask him, but hes really nice he gave me 90 cents off discount -.- lol.

after work ytd and went to town to join my darlings for dinner. cheryl lost her phone:C but nvm, shes got viewty now. ate nonstop ytd, oh mans. then went home early, i say i am a good girl alrdy, hee.

so yes people, i think i will be working at the IT fair and come down to visit if free, you can purchase things from me and contribute to my comission ok? haha. ok ok, good day everyone!

take good care of your stitches or whatever carrotxxzxzxz. haha. bogeh ><

2008-02-25T09:05:00.000-08:00

THIS CUTESEY BOUQUET IS LOVE =]thanks =]

new song people. touch my body by mariah carey eh, thanks emily darling for sending to me, its really nice but listen carefully to the lyrics, haha, the song is kinky. haas, updates to be done soon if not i m going to be late for work again tmr:C nights. i m so nice i put pictures up =]

2008-02-23T09:31:00.000-08:00

HEEEEEEEEEEEELLLOOO.. I WANT TO WITHDRAW SOME MONEY *talks to atm machine* seriously,ms swan is the sex. i m sure carrotxzxz agree with it because i m currently re watching ms swan now agn. you know, boring sat night you feel like going nowhere, u indulge in youtube. HAHA. had a good dinner and movie with brother and mommy at causeway.weeee! it was nice to spend time with them and my money kept hinting me i never get her anything when i get my pay. so might go get kose masks, ct introduce one. for her and myself. pamper myself for working so hard lately :c i look old and haggard and auntieish now. HAHA.

so yes, ytd i woke up late for work and then it was rushing and rushing to work. feel so sleepy and kept myself awake by biting nougets and chatting with jojo and cherylt darlings on msn. chatted with cherylt on the phone and she was keeping me entertain by her singing. HAHA, nd then she complain that she might have a stroke. daddy's fren drove me to mrt station and met jojo later on train to payarlebar to add more extensions. might be going for perm soon ( mummy stopped me and say perming very hard to maintain) so yes i am having second thoughts nw. aaron was lost around the place so got directions right and cabbed to novena. hahas, talk bout rema nd brandy on cab, i must admit rema is a clever dog. slack at starbucks with casey and aaron and jojo till greg they all came. went to get subway for dinner with aaron and got fries for jojo. talk and talk about stuffs and then home sweet home, the bus trip was really louisy, kns i missed 2 buses :C texted HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY WEESZE AND SHE TEXTED BACK, I M CLUBBING AT STJAMES NOW.makes me jealous luh, yes yes yes i want to join member for certain pubs leh but my cousin told me that is wasting money to join memer, roar.

okays, i m going to mahjong tmr with jotham and all and i hope they are lousy..WAHAHAH then i can win their money right? no luh, because i m not a very good player luh, and the ones i play with my cousin rarely hav tai one so yea, i hope they show mercy. HAHA.

was talking to ct just now.was asking her where to get pencil skirts and all because i've decided to adopt this OfficeLady look. HAHA. i think its pretty cool, ain it? shows that i grow up alrdy ok,inside and outside. HAHA.

so yep, i am tiredxzxzxz and my documents have a problem i cannot upload my other photos. KNS.:C bye people. AND ONCE AGAIN. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY WEESZE BABY. NO MATTER WHAT CHOICES U MAKE, WILL BE THERE FOR U! MUACKS.hee.

2008-02-20T07:44:00.000-08:00

nobody say it was easy
no one ever say it would be this hard
i'll take it back to the start

oh yes, STEAMBOAT SESSION WITH MY DARLINGS WERE GREAT GREAT GREAT. i miss them so much, so much, mummy prepared many food and we actually finished all ok!!!!HAD ICECREAM and chat for a while in the living room before towning. cabbed home late into the night with ruth cause she stayed over. next day was TOA payoh to see doctor then towning again.

Don't ask me what i did on valentine because i celebrated it with my darlings. went to meet jojo after work ><. have been chatting with her on msn like everyday cos of office work. HAHA. emily bought me two lacey tops of different colours but same design -.-, gave her back one so that we could be a couple wearing the same one. HAHA. right but i am not a lesbian ok, hmm maybe not. then hang out with them at meridien then off to meet carrotxzzxzxz to pass him the macaroons ( some cutsey pastries)

ok, rest of the days were WORK WORK WORK. ROARS. for goodness sake, i like daddy's good friends because when they see you waiting at busstop to go home they will just stop and fetch u to the mrt station or something andthey always ask me to be successor but NO WAY, i still gonna open my CAFE ><. met up with jojo and emily to go townxzxz past wk. loves my darlings, al so steady one =]

weekends was spent stoning ard and gambling at irene jie jie house. brother won a lot of money nd i meant a lot. met up with ruth for short while to shop and jake drove us bac. went bck to gamble and uncle sent us home ><

brother went to daddy's company to wait for me to finish my work and then went to eat because my bro was treating me, went to eat pizza hut then off to far east for shopping with weesze. MET AMBER THEY ALL TOO BECAUSE ITS AMBER BABY'S BIRTHDAY. gave her a lingerie set with ruth =] then cine a while. drank and all then home sweet home. and i don't know why my tears suddenly drop down along the way, damn it, ok, maybe jojo understand >< but yea, crying feels good, numbs you for a while.

SO.. I GOT INTO NGEE ANN. business studies !! MANY PEOPLE GO NP. YAYE. CHERYL YEO IS WITH ME. YAYE! daddy's good frens daughters are all in same school with me and we are all in business school. YAYE. went dover to find ruth and emily ytd then townxzxzx. don't ask me why i ain sick of town. i dunnnch know. HAHA. JAZ jie jie did temp perm for me, and many people says i suit curls. the guy, jay or wadever his name is was damn funny, emily was cutting her hair too and luckily she didn cut short. then home ><

another day gone tdy in wrk and town. >< showed jojo my hair and she says its nice. clarissa says its not bad too, ahh. so yes, i've decided to do my perm soon!met up with carrotxzxz to pass him the prezzie and there he was performing his magic tricks to trick me again. BU YAO PIAN XIAO MEI MEI LUH. LOL. he commented on my curls and say curls suits me, yaye. then he gave me a tiny bouqet of roses. really tiny but it was cutsey >
recently my mood wasn really good and things going on around me was indirectly affecting me. its not anyone's prob but sometimes when you feel down and sian, you just wish to have a good cry and then sleep until the day you finally feel sick and tired of crying to sleep. AHA. i guess thats how i pass my days away. thanks to all my darlings for being there for me when i was upset. I LOVE U PEOPLE SO MUCH!
photos soon in next post. comment on whether my curls suits me or not eh?

got to go. nights nights.

2008-02-19T06:55:00.000-08:00

tiredxzxx. emoxzxzxz. sick, pissed, sadxzxz. blog later with pics darlings! sorry for now.

2008-02-11T19:48:00.000-08:00

HELLO PPLE! i bet hong bao collecting has been fun!
this year new year was really sian. and i mean really. its just about a group of people gambling, gambling and gambling, mahjong mahjong and mahjong. went out with carrotxzxz in the afternoon to take nice pictures at sungei buloh, HAHA, what a way of celebrating new year, ehh, but its really nice, at least not being trap in my grandma house =] went to malaysia for 2 days, i feel that malaysia is more fun than singapore, maybe because there are more youngsters over there to play or something? theres my nephew and niece over there too, cute little things. AND IF U WANT TO GET NEW BRAS OR SOMETHING GO MALAYSIA PLEASE, THEY ARE HAVING THIS SALE AND THE LINGERIES ARE VERY CHEAP, they have brand somemore ok!many people came to my house on 4th day, busy busy busy day, and went over to amber house to bai nian. won money and treated amber to ah mei!

so yesterday was spent time taking my pay, shopping in bugis, finding haji lane which is so near actually but thanks to clar we ended up in chinatown. whoots! I MISS MY COLLEAGUES, I AM GOING BACK TO WORK! cabbed to haji lane frm chinatown, gave up finding, HAJI LANE IS CUTSEY. above are pics of some shops in haji lane. JOYCE JIE JIE SHOP IS THERE TOO AND HER SHOP IS A CUTE LIL ONE =] cabbed to geylang there for some stupid boring function with my family, but the NICEST PART IS LOU HEI! it was more like pouring vegetables on my hand. hahaha, so crazy. went to dad's company and then it was AH MEI again. ><

SO YES, LATERXZXZ ISH STEAMBOAT SESSION WITH MY BABIES. hee, i am so looking forward to it, loves loves!AND SOME ME THE PHOTOS RUTH AND CY!

take care carrotxzxz! stop falling sick! roars

2008-02-06T09:06:00.000-08:00

helllllllllllo.
ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR!
AND MUMMY JUST GAVE ME MY ANG BAO, 500 bucks, OMG.
but thats to be bank in aft cny is over, mans :C
5th feb:
i cabbed to work because dad forgot to come back and fetch me. then before going home, i actually got an ang bao from the comapny and an angbao from daddy's friend. those 2 red packets add up to 110 bucks alrdy ><. met emoly and cheryl yeo and train to bugis for more shopping. did not buy much things, instead i was buying for my brother and mummy.went to cityhall area to get our skinnies then off to funan to buy cheryl's stuffs and visit clarissa baby at coffee club =] many pictures but emily lost her camera, either left in cab or stolen :C Waited for clar to knock off and went to clarke quay to walk walk, had a nice time with my clar baby,went to meet carrotxzxz and amber to shop for her cheesecake stuffs=] THEN IT WAS SUPPER, REASONS FOR BEING FAT NOWADAYS :c carrotxzxz drove her home then sent me home too.

6feb:
NEW YR EVE! WAS SUPPOSE TO MEET BBC TO GO SCHOOL. in the end we are all late.had a good talk with many teachers!!!!!! loves. went back home with jessie and daddy drove us to grandma house! HAD A GREAT REUNION DINNER, I KEPT SLEEPING TDY, my uncle say i eat and sleep eat and sleep, soon becoming fat >:c haha. played mahjong and went back home. yes, so i just reach home=]JUNLIANG, sorry for today, play mahjong with you soon my bitch.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE. GONG XI FA CAI AND HUAT AH =]

2008-02-04T09:52:00.000-08:00

I M BACK!
I BET ALL OF YOU MISS ME SO MUCH, SAY YES!
so this holidays have been good for me i guess, at least i make some money through various kinds of jobs and had also been a good time for me to catch up with old friends.

and of course, not forgetting the ever PRETTY LADY CHERYL TAN WHO HELP ME REVIVE THIS BLOG AND CHOOSE THIS SKIN FOR ME. I KNOW, GO ON, SAY ITS NICE, SHE WILL BE HAPPY =]
SOOOOOO I WANT TO TELL EVERYONE SOMETHING:

I love Cheryl Tan.

not forgetting the JJC people. i do miss you all too =]

and if i feel so free one day i shall talk about my hols right now i m in the chinese new year mood already. STASH ANGBAOS PEOPLE! chinatown with carrotxzxz was fun and i bought many MUAH CHEE SWEETS. i think you guys know whats that. ITS CUTSEY. so yes, i feel so CNY MOOD now.

and 411 O7, though many happening things in our class, i still love this class as i can say that its a class you wounldn be bored in, i mean yes our results aren't as good but at least when we study the last minute we showed remarkable improvements.
yep, miss you all people and all the fun times in class, hope to see you all soon again!

BBC! though many things have change though some people has change too, i believe our hearts are still lock together. see you all soon people! loves

weesze and douglas. BOTH OF YOU ARE IMPORTANT PEOPLE TO ME TOO though both of you always. mahjong mahjong mahjong. silly people. loves loves

and thank you carrotxzxz =]

okays. some peeps at a few recent photos maybe =]

this three pictures first. might be doing about hongkong post or something else=]
GOODNIGHT, tmr's half day and then more shopping with my dear friends!

2007-07-13T07:29:00.000-07:00

FOUR IN THE MORNING.
GWEN STEFANI JUST ROCKS SO SO SO MUCH.
ahhhh.. pple ought to be shot for not listening to her songs. AHAS
pple ought to be shot for not watching transformers ><
pple ought to be shot for not mugging. erm ok dats me, practically slack the whole day away slping lazing around and buying ampoules -.-

mans.the html is screwed.. y?
emily to the rescue! i hope she saves it!
WHOS THE PERSON WHO STOLE HER MONEY U OUGHT TO BE SHOT TOO MANS!
hmphf. what am i doing here. ok bitch fit -.-
bye people.

2007-07-11T06:25:00.000-07:00

(aft golf><)ok, i noe its ugly. hahas.

been busy nowadays. MUGGING. TYS. MUGGING. TYS.

WTH. BRAIN DAMAGING ><

been at cine last sat. HAHAS. saw many pple nd met weesze da jie! heesnd omgomgomg. we look like twinS! ALMOST SAME OUTFIT.

ahahs. CLAR CLAR BTTR SEND ME THE PICS QUICK.

i miss my dear so much ><>

BBC I OSO LOVE UR OK.

tdy went lot 1 with sze eat nd print fotos. bought some thing for my baby.

met my bro nd his erms... ahbeng frens.. but actl they were frenly luh.

sze treated us to cab to tek whye nd then met another bunch of erm, his frens. ok, some guy called melvin birthday mah. hahas.

last wk was dinner><

went to tried food for irene jiejie wedding at vivocity there. hees.

so yes.. been busy with sundays... hooked on golf. i wan go batam play full course! hees

ok.. pics will do the talk for now. hees.

2007-06-14T22:07:00.000-07:00

OMG. i m so tired.i miss my bro nd yes, he is returning tdy=]]

MON:
bro went KL. MISSED HIM BADLY. he is so sweet he smsed back WO YE XIANG NI MEN. eee
went to bugis with mom to buy bag nd go pray.
bought many things though. makeups, bags. lingeries -.-
mom went to goldheart to buy a pair of earrings for me =]
she ask me to wear real ones don't wear fake ones, it was ovr 100 per pair but lucky she gt discount being the member. damn if i drop it in sch i think she will kill me.
went hme shortly aft walking. tuition -.-
nd off to buy yogurts, suddenly yougurts crave.

TUES:
went town to hav facial nd spa.. hees
before that shopped ard nd ate dim sum at ding tai feng ><
went to fila ltr to buy some golf things.
gloves, socks, polos. sun gng golf agn =]
bought a fila bag for golf too, i think its redundent.
appntment up so i cldn try on the tube dress at topshop :c
went spa. its damn shuang i assured u
went facial nd then cabbed hme ><

WED:
ruth came over to stay at my house. yaye=]
so played com, eat nd eat nd eat, talk, manicure nd webcamming with emily baby.
hahas. swear it was so fun. but it was so late alrdy. dat girl wanted to come over to my house at 1AM. dats mad.
so told her better nt becos if her mom finds her missing, she GG.
oh, the reason y she wanted to come over becos ruth nd i ordered macdonalds. HAHA. silly girl.
ruth nd me became 2 fat pigs that night.
was zonking out soonbut we kept talking in the bedroom.. talk talk. nd sept. it was super duper late.

THUR:
mom was vacuuming the floor so it woke us up. LOL
9.30 ok.. ZZZZ. so early.
so ate breakfast. slacked awhile nd both of us went to bathe nd prepared.
i swear we were super super slow. ahahas.
took bus to town nd took MRT to paya lebar.
YAYE. DID MY EXTENSIONS EH. =]] super happy becos i have gt longer thicker hair now.
anw, to those who think extensions are stupid: COME ON, DON'T BE RIDICULOUS, EVERYBODY IS DOING IT NOWADAYS. STOP BEING GREEN WITH ENVY -.-

wanted to get my fake eyelashes there but i dun trust the fake eye lashes there, some glue sucks -.-
cabbed to town then. EEEYYER. I LOVE THE CABBY UNCLE.
RUTH ND ME WERE DAMN DAMN LUCKY BECOS WE GOT A UNIQUE CAB ND ONLY 1 IN SPORE FRM WAD I HEARD FRM THE UNCLE. he is so funny, nd ruth kept talking bout car crashes.
bought chippy frm far east nd off to zara and then ITS WISMA =]
bought my topshop tube dress nd its off to my shopping. ruth bot many things too.
oh.. then cine eat crepes. nd off to shop nd get my fake eyelashes. ruth c me wear so pretty she oso went to get 1. hahas.
its true, its reely pretty, save the trouble of putting mascara

bot tops with ruth nd amber called <3
walked to ps to mit her. walk ard, shop ard, ate at pastamania.
sat outside ps wait for winson while some pple preach to us.
he reached nd we used a train to clarke. reached clarke =]
beautiful scenary with pubs nd clubs. went to buy hokkaido icecream nd some thing happy. ROARS. i shall not say becos the moment i say winson they all will say some bangla thing agn. haas

amber they all bot cod fish thingy to fee some stray cat, the public was looking at us. HAHA.
PLAYED. CRAPPED. WALK ARD. sit outside MOS. c pple go club.
then went to sit at some place c pple bungee jump. HAHAS. nobody wanted to play with amb.
they wanted to mit daniel nd makiyo so went to bp.

yea 4 of us went top bp nd mit them, sat outside 7-11 nd they drink. winson let me hav some of his beer. then ruth-.- jolly shandy. HAAS.
cabbed hme. tired out totally. my feet are hurting, thanks to heels.

hme. online. bathe and ate cup noodles. webcam with emy baby agn with ruth. =]]
ruth nd me put facial mask nd webcam with emy. hahahas. uber fun.
zonked out as soon as possible >< ruth was still webcamming with emy

I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY BRO TO RETURN I MISS HIM!
hees. upload pics ltr when ruth send them to me. i miss ruth too.

2007-06-10T06:16:00.000-07:00

i m back frm malaysia!!!
hahas. enjoyed myself so so so so much!
fri:
my cousin drove out nd fetched my bro, my mom and my two aunties in.
so went in, was lucky though, no jam ><

went to her house and my cousin edwin was just nice going out.
so of cos is follow him luh.
hahas. bro and me followed him to fetch his gf first before going to citysquare!!!
drove and reached citysquare and went for some shoe hunting.
so coincidence dat both my bro nd his gf needed to get shoes.
wanted to get too because its quite cheap over there but nope in the end.
because no time><
u noe i m very choosy=]

searched for my bro VANS shoes.
found finally and then it was off to eat loti and rojak at some nice ambience kopitiam where the uncle keep coming over and teased us. haas
nd then before the movie starts, we dared each other to take phone no. from the opp. sex. HAHAS
warao. msia oso play. SIAOS -.-
bro was pro, he went up nd gt a no. i went up nd gt a no. too. i oso pro ok, though i damn scared luhs.
too bad my cousin cannt get arh. hahahahahas.

so yes. 4 of us bought popcorns n drinks and went in.
siao la. my cousin scold me bendan. cos i wear shorts all dat. then i kept complaining its cold. BUT REELY IT IS.

after movie was alrdy quite late so we went to have dinner at some seaside place.nasi lemak, the ambience was damn good. the food was even better. the place was so packed with customers. ><
ate. crap a bit and went pool.

then it was home!
nope.. fetch his gf home nd borrowed dvds from her.
NORBIT!
i swear that show was a gag.
but norbit was just.. i duno, hes henpecked but i pitied him ok.. lol.
so aft dat slept. oh yes my cousin house, she got another house luh, there was a break in:c
but the stupid burglar took a piggy bank full of coins only, he missed so many things.BENDAN.

then woke up late and then ate.
went out with edwin to buy things to eat. eat until full full and went to spore.
it was alrdy going to night time.
so went to causeway to collect skinnies and then off to eat and shop ard.
got lingeries. damn nice to wear ok >< *winks at cy =]]

kk.. got to go and wait for my pizza.
sian. i hope ruth can come for stayover =]]

2007-06-01T23:25:00.000-07:00

2007-06-01T22:49:00.000-07:00

2007-06-01T22:02:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD!
HAHAS. I M STILL ALIVE AND KICKING FYI!
DO I NEED TO ANNOUNCE...
I AM SIXTEEN!!!

which means, club, nc16movies, anything evrything i can do.
ok i know i talk as if i am 21. HAHA

so past few days was just PLAIN FUN!!!!!

30th:
took bus to clem to mit with my cy, laoda, clar.
so i was busy smsing when some familiar hand caught my attn.
so it was leslie!
chat nd he went to sit. nd then he said my fringe. okok ><
but it was nice of him. HE REMEMBERED MY BDAY OK!

went to do cip at tiong!!!
GWEN WAS BEING SO SWEET SHE CUSTOM MAKE A VERY NICE PICTURE FOR ME!!!!
ITS SO SO SO SO CUTE. OMG *faints
felt so touched so i hugged her!
celebrated bday in kbox!
cy went to book the kbox at clementi and so we all went there!!!!!
nd while singing, they took out my present and said they foung it on the seat.
ITS ANNA SUI MASCARA OK!
eeeeekkks* shrieks loudly!!!
ITS VERY NICE VERY VERY NICE.
they knew i like that a lot cause of the beautiful casing!

anw, i just cried. too touched!
nd they hugged me... LOVES MY GIRLS.
so we SING SANG SUNG.
nd just when the song was zhu wo sheng ri kuai le, the KBOX PPLE TOOK THE CAKE IN
AHHHHH....... I JUST SAT THERE SHOCKED.VERY VERY VERY SHOCKED.
my expression was just classic at that time mans.
so i accidentally blew the candle w/o wishing, aww, nvm!
so yes began tearing then they sing bday song and then it was camwhore time.
THE KBOX DAT GUY DAMN NICE CAN! HE BECAME OUR PHOTOGRAPHER.
then gt another guy come help us choose a song called GUI. then he switch off all lights and go out.. WARAOS.
trying to scare us la. HAHA
so camwhore. eat cakes. sing sang sung.
then they guy who chos the song for use came in ask for cakes. hahas
gave them 4 slices for those who help us celebrate.
mans. loves my dear girls!!!

met emily ltr at tiong.
showed her a tired look.
went to grilles, eh warao, emily spoil mood arh! HAHAHAHAS!
ordered, ate. camwhore.
ND YES YES YES. I BROUGHT SHREK EARS with CY!. CTCTCT WHERES YOURS!!!!
wENT HME WITH CY.
shag.

31st:

woke up late><
then i duno wad happen i only know i went out at night yepps.
went to have dinner at seoul garden!
ok la, was quite nice, but paiseh leh
my family sang bday song for me there.. OMG. THERE. OMG.
U KNOW I FELT SO. hahahahahas. ok, u can't describe the feeling.
i m contemplating to get guess bags or just bags.
wanted a all rounder bag, school, going out. ROARS
maybe i should just go get just bags, i can get 2 or 3 mans. ><
ND THEN EAT TILL 9 PLUS WENT HME!
so i was waiting nd waiting and... ITS 1JUNE!
hahas ><

THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO SENT ME THEIR GREETINGS WHETHER THRU MSN, SMS, FRENSTER OR EVEN VERBALLY!
HAHAS
ESPECIALLY THANKS TO MY BBC ND CHERYL YEO.

1june:
wasted my bday at remedials
then aft el lessons, cabbed dwn to buy flowers!
BOUGHT SUNFLOWER WITH CY FOR MRS CHIA!
SHE SAID SHE JUSt LOVES IT ><
ruth passed me a present. ><>
THANKS GIRL!

bio. chem cancelled
ate at bt tmah with cy nd clar. SIAO.
I SWEAR WE EAT LIKE LIONS. ROARS. HAHAS
cabbed hme and poof, my cousins gave me 2 LILO AND STITCH.
I 'VE GOT 2 LILO. HAHAS EH ONE OF THEM THEY EAR CAN TURN ONE ok! HAHAAS

mom bought a cake. went to granma house.
celebrated bday there ><
then my cousin came to my house.
waited for irene jie jie then off we went to pool at bt timah.
ok, was very tired ytd. went to have supper and i requested to go home.
tired. 3am plus 4am then i slept. omg.. MADNESS.

shit ok i bttr post photos alrdy. no empty promises.

2007-05-26T23:41:00.000-07:00

hey sup.
my keyboard is spoiled and am using the vaio to blog.
i hate it cause it doesn't have my pics in this com:c
ok.. will try to upload it later. sad

so yes FRIDAY WAS SO GREAT.
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL ND ND ND CABBED HME AS FAST AS I CLD WITH WEESZE.
need to bathe and all you see.
so reach home, bathe, prepared and took my makeup box and cabbed to her house.
the cab uncle got lost around senja and later i got lost finding her block.
FOUND FINALLY. WASTED 5-10 MINS. -.-

reached her house.
prepared and camwhored before we took a bus to bugis.
actually it was not very crowded but yes.. soon it became crowded, maybe its at night and everyone are off form work.
sze was super suay. her heels broke.. :c
some kind souls help us put superglue all that but to no avail:c
took her shoes and brought her to search for a show shop.
DAT PRETTY shoptender mended her heels. SHES SO SUPER NICE.
nd it was sticky enough that lasted till we finished shopping.
then bought some top with sze.

despo for some vest so...
went to get my pretty vest and white puffsleeve top.
i totally forgotten that that day was the start of GSS. HAAS
until the person told me. that lady was so nice she gave me discount.
and she ask me introduce people to go to her shops. ahas. OF COURSE I WILL
sze bot a low v cut dress and goes with a white belt, f-ing pretty on her, shes gotthe figure><

then decided that we should do some pedicure and manicure so went upstairs.
yeps.. i did pedicure, no manicure thanks to ZZZZ... forget it:C
sze did french with beads on nails. it was pretty.
then went off to fill our empty stomachs 8 mine was not though, i don't know why
settled at bugis cafe, ordered some fries, garlic breads and grilled chicken.
sze destroyed one of her manicure-ed nail:c
yelled like bimbos.
yes bimbo because we are stupid we wentto do manicure before eating ><

ate and planned what to do later on. seriously got no idea.
1st: meet darren and frens, sze fren
2nd: go cine
3rd: sing kbox
4th: slack at starbucks at bp plaza.

walked ard, bought tubes to go along with vests.
SZE BOT A BLACK ONE TOO. YAYE!!!!
then the auntie who sold us the tubes told us she bought a vest too. AHAs
her jokes are frigging funny.
off we went to bugis junction.

then decided we should go home
cause weesze not feeling well... so the above plans all gone. ahahas
nvm, theres always nxt time with my sweetheart.
reached home and my mom wassurprised. i told her i would be home before 1am but i m early.

she whipped up something for me to eat, i bathe and online a while and slept. yawns

ytd:
sch. PTC. sat in uniform, hows that, sucks.
then ruth told me we can war home clothes. DAMN:C
meet yong and tan.
ok ok lo, say i hav work hard and need to work harder -.-
yu hong dad was shouting and shouting, its his son fault ok, stop blaming it on mrs tan.ROARS
went to find jesse lim andshe talked to my mom.
yea, talk to her alone for a while>. heartfelt words :c teary eyes:C

WENT DWNSTAIRS AND SAW!!!!!!
MY CHERYL YEO BABY!
RAN AND HUG EACH OTHER AND I GUESS OUR PARENTS WERE SHOCKED!
hahas. silly scene.
ate there and mom bought many things from psg. shes influenced by mdm yong and now she also think we need aircons to go for exams -.-

TOWN WITH MOM IN SCH UNI. SUCKS MANS.
like damn f pissed cause everywhere i look i see no one wearing sch uni :c
shopped around with mom.
too early and mom said she wants to try spa, went to sanctuary spa at taka besides facial place.
ITS DAMN COMFORTABLE.
not that expensive too. AIYA, ITS NICE LA, GO TRY IT.
went to do facial, slept like a log.
then dad and bro came ovr from their golf lessons and fetch us out to eat.
ate at people's park and went shopping at there.
GSS AND EVERYONE IS MAD, LOOK AT THE CROWD AND YES U WILL FAINT.
GOT NO MOOD TO SERACH FOR THINGS MANS.
so crowded-.-

then it was home sweet home. YES IN MY SCH UNI TILL 8PLUS 9PLUS.
dad and mom went out to buy things and left brother and me at home.
watch the banquet with him and wu zong xian and sleep.
I SWEAR IT WAS SO COMFORTABLE. due to spa and facial i think?

SHITXZXZXZ. GOT TO GO BATHE AND GET READY TO GO OUT.
LATER PICS!